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« Reply #45 on: January 20, 2007, 05:01:12 pm »
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Coz, that sounds terrible.  Have you seen a professional about this?
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« Reply #46 on: January 20, 2007, 05:09:31 pm »
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About The Stuff Animal situation.don't feel bad Thats normal>ok Truth I maybe 31 yrs old But Whenever I travel with somebody on long car rides>get this I always have to bring Some sort of Stuff Animal along with me ,True..my theroy I think of my Teddy or whatever i got with me as a Angel protector.In case I get in a car crash..An so far It Has worked.. How crazy is that.. Tee Hee.
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« Reply #47 on: January 20, 2007, 09:50:23 pm »
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oh boy.

i'm really not happy with my life at the moment. in fact, i hate it. i can't stand my friends...they are all boy crazy, sl*tty, obnoxious, self-centered teenagers...my parents still treat me like i'm 10, and my sister, who i consider my best friend, has been annoyingly moody this past year and driving me insane. i like being home alone on a friday night more than spending time with anyone. i actually dread the time when i know someone is coming home/over. i'm never happy anymore...i cant remember the last time i truly enjoyed myself. and it kind of scares me...

i get anxiety for no reason. when i'm going to be around people, i'm nervous i'm going to make a stupid mistake and people will judge me for it. i care too much about what other people think about me, even if i say i dont. i just wish i could say the things i think about during my alone time...but it never comes out right and i end up sounding stupid. i've cried myself to sleep on several occasions because of the stupid things i've said that day, which i think about at night.

i'm crazy about someone i see once a year, at the most. and i can't tell anyone about it because they all know him. they would either tell him, or tell me i'll never have a chance.
i'm afraid i'll never fall in love.

i doubt my abilities. i fear i'll never get into college or i wont be able to get a job...i always think everyone is better than me. and i dont feel i really belong anywhere.



i've never told anyone any of this.
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« Reply #48 on: January 20, 2007, 11:30:54 pm »
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I have an obsession with Brian Kinney. Not the actor, the character. Like, i'm seriously in lust with him.

On a more serious note...I think i'm sort of in love with a boy who will never, ever know. He's one of my good friends, and i talk to him everyday, all the while thinking of how much he means to me and how little i mean to him. And it kills me.

And moonlit, don't worry. I have felt exactly the why you're feeling, so you're not alone with this. Sometimes i get so scared that i'll be alone for the rest of my life. I haven't told anyone about this fear, and i never will. I'm in my last year of high school, and i feel like i've missed out on so much. Like everyones grown up and i'm still the same. It really stresses me out sometimes. I will put off talking to someone i like for fear that i'll screw up and sound like an idiot. Then when i'm done, i'll analyze everything i just said.

God...what started as a funny little confession became way more...sorry for spewing like that.

So..yeah...i want to have Brian Kinney's children.
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« Reply #49 on: January 20, 2007, 11:49:52 pm »
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Where do I start?....

-I lost my dad in September to a virus that couldn't be treated
-I was abused as a Kindergartener for two months
-My mom hasn't had parental rights since then
-I live with my grandma and cat
-I do get along better with guys than I do girls
-I've had only one boyfriend and we've been together for 15 almost sixteen months
-I am keeping a couple other secrets
-I'm a perfectionist
-There was a rumor in my dance class that I was pregnant and I'm not (ask me about that if you want)
-I do procrstanate
-I'm still scared of the dark to an extent
-I'm highly indpenedent
-My mom and I clash very badly because of how much I'm like my dad
-I still love Pooh Bear and what one from Build A Bear for my birthday or Valentines
-I've been known to stay up late and watch Scooby Doo on Boomerang at 3 am
-If it's dark I don't like walking anywhere by myself
-I do have a hard time trusting people
-I'm highly protective of my friends, family, and, boyfriend
-I've mainly raised myself

I believe that's it for now. I do feel alot better.

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« Reply #50 on: January 21, 2007, 07:16:26 am »
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I sometimes don't brush my teeth before I go to bed
Rarely tho
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« Reply #51 on: January 21, 2007, 07:47:48 am »
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Quote from: ElleJay on January 20, 2007, 05:01:12 pm   

  I get girly crushes (girl friend crushes) (but apparently, according to Tyra, most of us do, lol).

I used to have those kind of crushes too but not anymore..

tafika is that a biggie? I do that once a week
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« Reply #52 on: January 21, 2007, 09:18:06 am »
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Sometimes I sometimes get jealous of my daughters with their daddy and I sometimes get jealous of my hubby over our daughters. I know I shouldn't and it's not right as being a wife and mother but I do sometimes. I sometimes I feel like I get pushed back on the back burner with all three of them. Again I know it's wrong as a wife and mother but I do.
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« Reply #53 on: January 21, 2007, 10:31:22 am »
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I sometimes don't brush my teeth before I go to bed
Rarely tho

Haha, yeah i do that to. When i get to bed really late, and i'm too tired to brush i just go straight to bed. Its not often, though, coz i hate the way it feels.
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« Reply #54 on: January 21, 2007, 12:28:10 pm »
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SOmetimes I sometimes get jealous of my daughters with their daddy and I sometimes get jealous of my hubby over our daughters. I know I shouldn't and it's not right as being a wife and mother but I do sometimes. I sometimes I feel like I get pushed back on the back burner with all three of them. Again I know it's wrong as a wife and mother but I do.

lol that's very sweet ..Saw
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« Reply #55 on: January 22, 2007, 11:05:12 am »
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Coz, that sounds terrible.  Have you seen a professional about this?


Yeah, I was in counselling for about 4 months when the trauma first happened (almost two years ago), and I went to my doctor today to get a referral to a psychologist. My first appointment with the psychologist is on Feb 6.
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« Reply #56 on: January 22, 2007, 12:49:12 pm »
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I admit, I like Lazy Town' and I'm sitting here miming Pocahontas
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« Reply #57 on: January 22, 2007, 02:30:46 pm »
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What started with a little experiment, has now become a big bad obsession. I can't spend one second without thinking of it.
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« Reply #58 on: January 22, 2007, 03:21:37 pm »
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ok This may sound crazy>I still read the Magazine Bop & Girls life Can't belive I'm still reading those Teen Magazines..Even at 31..lol
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« Reply #59 on: January 22, 2007, 06:59:51 pm »
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* I like to cuddle things when I sleep.  The current item I cuddle is a squishy pillow I got for my birthday.
* My best friend and I had some sort of falling out last year.  We fought about idiotic stuff for months.  I was incredibly relieved once we finally stopped being friends.
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Sort of is such a harmless thing to say, it's just a filler, it doesn't really mean anything. But after certain things sort of means everything - like after "I love you" or "You're going to live."
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