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Isentiere
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Be At Peace
« on: November 19, 2003, 04:13:41 pm »
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Look at my post count, everybody. It draws ever nearer to 1500.
STOP!
Moderators, I know you are thinking of moving this thread, because it appears to be a thread about me. On the contrary, this is a thread about you: all of you. You children of Eden. You watchers of the Night. You fatty little Twinkies.
When I had 1200 posts I proclaimed to be your messagebaord slave and servant, your Gladiator. Every day we move many steps forward to being protected. My training is almost complete (many hours sweating with Elijah in a practice room as he thrust at me with his sword) and my official costume is being finalised (Kill Bill Crazy 88 stylee).
I'm like a bomb waiting to detonate.
This just took me one step closer to position and you one step closer to security.
Be at peace.
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Re:Be At Peace
« Reply #2 on: November 19, 2003, 11:05:48 pm »
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Not fatty as in fat. Just fatty as in bad for the body.
You should know, you sick pervert, you read porn.
Lovely pic, though! But I might I suggest that next time you put your arms in the sunbed, too?
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Re:Be At Peace
« Reply #3 on: November 19, 2003, 11:05:57 pm »
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Wha--t??
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Solskie
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Re:Be At Peace
« Reply #4 on: November 19, 2003, 11:09:53 pm »
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AH, I know this is some attempt of up-ping you post count....
if there's even such a word as up-ping...!
girls, I'm miserable. do you have remedies for feeling bad? 
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Re:Be At Peace
« Reply #5 on: November 19, 2003, 11:10:03 pm »
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Quote from: Isentiere on November 19, 2003, 11:05:48 pm
But I might I suggest that next time you put your arms in the sunbed, too?
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They're the cream filling!
OMG, I can't tell you how badly I want a twinkie right now!  Damn you for bringing up sweets right before bed!!
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Solskie
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Re:Be At Peace
« Reply #6 on: November 19, 2003, 11:11:34 pm »
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I don't think it's healthy all that cream filing. goes straight to the hips..! 
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Re:Be At Peace
« Reply #7 on: November 19, 2003, 11:12:03 pm »
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Quote from: Myen-Li on November 19, 2003, 11:09:53 pm
girls, I'm miserable. do you have remedies for feeling bad?
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Aww, I'm sorry, Solsk.  This is where I come when I'm feeling bad, too. It helps to just distract yourself, to detach from the real world and talk about Elijah or read through fanfics or gush over pictures...
The BEI has movie files up, from the hobbits' MTV appearance today, which might cheer you up! 
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Solskie
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Re:Be At Peace
« Reply #8 on: November 19, 2003, 11:14:52 pm »
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Thanks, Madeliane..I might check that out! but, I seriously think it's *becos* of Lij that I'm miserable.. ah heck... maybe it's just me!
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Re:Be At Peace
« Reply #9 on: November 19, 2003, 11:17:39 pm »
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Really? Spill the beans.  We've all felt strange or unhappy, I think, because he's such an awesome yet unattainable person.
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Solskie
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Re:Be At Peace
« Reply #10 on: November 19, 2003, 11:19:19 pm »
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http://www.bagendinn.com/group/images/misc/rotktv/trl-8.jpg
Look I found a pics.. isn't he just something!
the server is down so I can't watch the clips. was this just recently?
We get TRL here too, but it's recorded.
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Re:Be At Peace
« Reply #11 on: November 19, 2003, 11:21:45 pm »
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Yes he is! But why is that such a bad thing? Share your thoughts... 
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Re:Be At Peace
« Reply #12 on: November 19, 2003, 11:22:09 pm »
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Yeah, their appearance was recorded today.
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Solskie
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Re:Be At Peace
« Reply #13 on: November 19, 2003, 11:33:22 pm »
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Actually, it's not bad. and it's not Elijah. He's just an excuse I give. It's me. Sometimes,I think I should be doing better things with my time and life than just coming here and goofing off..I think I have a serious problem with being obessessed with this place. I'm online for far too many hours, if not writing my fic, I'm just bloody here! And, I can't be away for too long, otherwise, I get withdrawals...
Somehow, I don't think it's about Lij anymore. It's me. I'm obessessed, and now it frightenes me to think about it. I'm admitting to all this now, becos I realise the need to get away from it all. Which in my mind, is going to be really difficult. I need to leave the board but I can't. Is it just my craziness for Elijah? or is me that's stopping me? as you can see, I need counsel and really bad. I can't say this to anyone else around me, cos I don't really think they'd understand.
Sorry, I know it all sounds strange esp when coming from someone like me but I've never come out in a public forum to say what I really feel. This is all new for me! But, I don't care, I just need to get out.
Sorry if I'm just blabbing on.. and no, I'm not going through somekind of angst period.. LOL.
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Madelaine25
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Re:Be At Peace
« Reply #14 on: November 19, 2003, 11:42:27 pm »
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I understand how you feel. I'm here a lot as well, and depending on my own emotional state -- what goes on with family, friends, my boyfriend, school, work -- I spend different amounts of time here. Right now, I'm completely sick of a lot of people near me. I've been going away most weekends to see friends who are at graduate schools in the Northeast.
I think there are a lot of people who are addicted to this board, to varying degrees. There are dozens upon dozens of users who frequent this board on a regular basis, nevermind the number of lurkers who we have no idea about...
The fact that we can all say things here which we feel we can't say in "real life" is what makes this place so intoxicating, IMO. None of my friends or family know about my Lij fixation or my presence on this board. Seriously, I wouldn't tell anyone, for two reasons: 1) they'd either make fun or me, think it was weird, or just wouldn't understand or care; and 2) I'm happy this place is private. It's like a free getaway from troubles, and nobody has to know about it.
When the board has server problems, members all around the world are scared: "What happened? Did the board crash? Is everything lost? Will it come back?" We panic! We all love this place, but I think you know yourself well enough to know when it's time to start spending less time here.
At weekends, I'm not here as much because I want to get away from my circumstances here. I don't miss the board while I'm away, but I'm also happy to be back...
And sometimes, even if I'm feeling social, it's easier to hang out here and talk than it is to see people in real life and talk about their problems and crap. Sometimes it really is nicer to be here than around them. But the board shouldn't supplant a real social life; it's so easy to let it.
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