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Title: A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 18 June 2010)
Post by: LijFrodo on August 12, 2008, 09:00:08 am

[color=Green]I wanna write here my text about my life ... So,you can know me better.Please comment me everybody !!!

Hey everbody ! Welcome to my world !

My name is Seyma.I am 19 years old.Actually,I dunno how I can explain myself ! Cause,I am a different person,I am from Turkey.I use “ SkyDreamer,Elijah’s hugest lover,Elijah’s nuts lover,Dilemma,Mrs Wood,LOTR Admirer … “ as nicknames on web.I hope,I am gonna be a univercity student.I am waitin’ my exams result.I wanna have education about “ biology,chemistry or physics “,I can be a nurse too … My biggest dream was to become a succesful doctor.But,it didn’t come true ! ... =( Maybe,I can study one more time to become a doctor.So … I can talk a bit English and my german is better than my English.German was my main language in high school.Of course,my Turkish is best.Its my mother language =) If you wanna learn Turkish,I can do my best for you ! ..
I am a huge ~<3 ELIJAH <3~ lover.I must tell that I know everything about him ! He is my first luv and my blue angel.I am a huge ~<3 IAN SOMERHALDER <3~ lover.He is tooo adorable,cute and had role " Boone " in LOST. And I am a ~<3 OZAN COBANOGLU <3~ and ~<3 ARDA TURAN <3~ fan.They are my Turkish faves (luvs) ! =) Ozan is a Turkish actor and Arda is a Turkish footballer, you can hear his name, maybe.I love them all much ! I admit, I am very capricious.Namely, I always have heart problems ! =) My eyecolor is dark blue, hair color is light brown.I have wavy hair, have used glasses for 10 years.I like writing, reading, listening music, designing web sites, knowing new friends-talking with them and surfing in Internet.I am writing one fan-fiction about Elijah and one book about life or one young girl.I love science-fiction, emotional books and movies.My fave books are “ Lord Of The Rings, the hunchback of Notre Dame, Les Miserables, some Turkish books ”...
My fave movies are” LOTR, Green Street Holligans, Titanic, Green Mile, Happy Feet ”.My fave series are” LOST and One Turkey ” (its a Turkish serie and great !) I am a capricorn.My birthday:17 January 1990.My fave music group is “ Backstreet Boys ”.My fave songs are “ four minutes-Madonna feat Justin Timberlake, the call, close my eyes, shining star, never break your heart-Backstreet Boys and some Turkish songs ” … I have two web sites.First : http://lotrandewlovers.proboards81.com : its Turkish and about LOTR, second : http://lotradmirer.googlepages.com or http://ELWOOD.tt.cx : its international and about Elijah.I have an account on myspace, bebo, facebook and msn spaces.PLEASE VISIT my all sites and REGISTER if you wanna… I have worked much for them ! And this is important : I need some moderators for my sites.I loovvee new friends.And I improve my English through them ...
My best friends are “ Stacy,Mary, Elizabeth and Carla “ on web.Stacy is everywhere with me on web ! =) Carla is on bebo.Elizabeth and Mary is on Always&Forever Elijah Wood.A+F is the biggest Elijah Wood fan site.My best friends are “ Serife, Merve and Sukruye “ in real life.I love youuu girls ! I love impossible and odd things forever ! =) I like watching formula-1 and some football matches.Turkey was wonderful on Euro 2008.We are 3rd of Europa.Thanks to all team ! … I have one sister and brother.I am the oldest.Its terrible ! My fave classes were “ English, German and Biology ”.My fave Turkish team is “ Fenerbahçe ”.I wanna visit South America and all world in one day ! I hope, my all dreams are gonna come true !!! If you wanna contact me, no problem !!! There is my e-mail : >>>~~ elijah--wood@hotmail.com ~~<<< … I always wait your comments.Keep in touch girls and guys !!! LY forever ! BYEEE !!!

PS : I told about my crushes ... Yess ... " Elijah Wood,Ozan Cobanoglu and Arda Turan " ... I think,you able to be curious about them.There are their pics on my sig.Number one : Elijah (you know him !),number two : Ozan and number three : Arda .... <3 <3 <3

And there are my all web sites adresses.Have fun !!!

http://ELWOOD.tt.cx

or :

http://lotradmirer.googlepages.com

http://lotrandewlovers.proboards81.com

http://www.myspace.com/elijahs_one_love

http://www.bebo.com/Mrs-Wood-Elijah-

http://www.bebo.com/backstreetboys1

http://www.groups.myspace.com/ElijahWoodNow

http://mrswoodelijah.spaces.live.com

http://www.youtube.com/MrsWoodLijah [/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =)
Post by: Starladear on August 12, 2008, 09:28:49 am

You are 18 You are still so young so Of course you can still go to medical school and become a Doctor, don't give up on that :)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =)
Post by: LijFrodo on August 12, 2008, 09:42:32 am

[quote author=Starladear link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=0#msg1162616 date=1218547729]
You are 18 You are still so young so Of course you can still go to medical school and become a Doctor, don't give up on that :)
[/quote]

thanks much for your trust to me !!! I hope,I am gonna be a doctor.But,its hard really ! :(

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =)
Post by: Misz_Mii on August 12, 2008, 11:37:28 am

Wow, It's nice you put that up!

Don't worry about your English so much... we understand you and the more you come here, the better you will get eventually :)

And being a doctor: you will become one!! You just need to do the best you can, do whatever it takes, grab every opportunity with both hands. Nothing is impossible, if only you put your mind to it. :)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =)
Post by: Starladear on August 12, 2008, 01:28:02 pm

[quote author=*DiLeMmA* [Luv impossibleS] link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=0#msg1162617 date=1218548552]
[quote author=Starladear link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=0#msg1162616 date=1218547729]
You are 18 You are still so young so Of course you can still go to medical school and become a Doctor, don't give up on that :)
[/quote]

thanks much for your trust to me !!! I hope,I am gonna be a doctor.But,its hard really ! :(
[/quote]

I bet it is hard but You'll do it if it something you really want ;)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =)
Post by: maryd on August 13, 2008, 05:05:16 am

Hi Seyma - it was nice to read a bit about you! I hope you achieve your dream of being a doctor. And I think your English is pretty impressive - I could never write that well in another language! :o By the way, if you need a bit of help over on your forum, PM me and I'll be glad to help! :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =)
Post by: LijFrodo on August 14, 2008, 08:45:13 am

[quote author=Young&Desperate 4Attention{DA} link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=0#msg1162631 date=1218555448]
Wow, It's nice you put that up!

Don't worry about your English so much... we understand you and the more you come here, the better you will get eventually :)

And being a doctor: you will become one!! You just need to do the best you can, do whatever it takes, grab every opportunity with both hands. Nothing is impossible, if only you put your mind to it. :)
[/quote]

[color=Green]You are welcome,Pam !!! :)

Yes ... I am sure,my english is gonna be better if I always visit here !!! Thanks much all girls for it ! ;D And thanks much Pam for your trust to me.Its very hard to graduate from two univercity.But,I can do,maybe ... Nothing is impossible ! ;)[/color]


on 1218555448, Starladear wrote:
I bet it is hard but You'll do it if it something you really want ...


Yeah ... its really difficult.To be a doctor ... It is hardest job here ! I expect,I can do if I believe ... ;)


on 1218555448, maryd wrote:
Hi Seyma - it was nice to read a bit about you! I hope you achieve your dream of being a doctor. And I think your English is pretty impressive - I could never write that well in another language! By the way, if you need a bit of help over on your forum, PM me and I'll be glad to help!


[color=Green]Welcome,Mary !

And thanks much for your trust to me again !!! My English ?? I think,its really trashy.But,I am lucky that you can understand me.Its really hard (but funny) writing and talking in another language.Thanks sweet ! ... I am gonna send you a pm if I need help !!! I love you all girls !!! ;)[/color]

[color=Green]And ... I decided to update this thread ... I am gonna write my life more more more !!! ...

updating for today ...

" I have a sleeping problem.I cannot sleep in nights.It is really bad and tired.I slept only 5 hours last night.Have you any suggestion about me ?? ... I dunno its cause ... But,I am too upset on these days.I think,my new school ... scares me !!! How am I gonna leave my closest friends ?? :( My grandparents were with us yesterday.I spent great time with them.Fortunalety,this site,my best friends and they are in my life.If they weren't with me,I would be worse ... I love you my all friends ... Thanks much for everything !!! ... "[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 14.08.08)
Post by: LijFrodo on August 15, 2008, 07:38:00 am

[color=Green]" My huge exams second result ... I learnt it 3 hours ago.I am shocked still !!! Cause,its better than my estimate again ! So ... I am gonna be a chemist or have education about chemistry in univercity.But,I am some upset still.Because,I am gonna leave a lot of my friends.Now ... I hope,I am gonna be with one of my closest friends at least ! I dunno,how I am able to be accustomed to my new school,classes ... (this sentence can contain grammer mistake !) I expect,everything is gonna be better better better !!! But,I am afraid ..... "

Please !!! Waitin' comments !!! ;D[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 15 August-2008)
Post by: Misz_Mii on August 15, 2008, 01:41:40 pm

I can't ever sleep either... but with me it's because I stay in bed watching tv too long in the mornings... ::) Just get up early and be busy during the day and you'll be able to sleep in no-time!

Don't worry about your friends... You will make loads of new friends after this and you won't lose the friends you have now... I mean you can visit each other often enough, right?!

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 15 August-2008)
Post by: LijFrodo on August 16, 2008, 09:06:44 am

[quote author=Young&Desperate 4Attention{DA} link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=0#msg1163205 date=1218822100]
I can't ever sleep either... but with me it's because I stay in bed watching tv too long in the mornings... ::) Just get up early and be busy during the day and you'll be able to sleep in no-time!

Don't worry about your friends... You will make loads of new friends after this and you won't lose the friends you have now... I mean you can visit each other often enough, right?!
[/quote]

[color=Green]Sweet ... I cannot watch tv too long.Cause,my dad and mum are angry about it,they think that I am gonna have bigger glasses ! ;D Its a good idea to be busy during all day ! ...

You are right ... I must have new friends.But,it is too hard for me - always - ! I am a withdrawn person.I cannot trust someone easily ! Of course ... I will visit them and spend time with my old friends.So ... Thanks for you suggestions !!! I expect,everything is gonna be better day to day !!! ... :)

" Today ... I changed my sig and my avy.They made by my one friend in other web site ... Thanks to her !!! I am tired and my head confused still ... And I have a terrible stomachache.I am soooooooooooo bored !!! I must do something different !!! .... "[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 16 August-2008)
Post by: maryd on August 17, 2008, 10:23:43 am

Seyma - well done on getting great results! :-* You are getting closer to your dream with each step. I know how you feel - I'm quite shy as well - but just be yourself and if you act interested in people and ask them lots of questions about themselves, they open up to you and talk to you more, and that might be a good way to make new friends. And I'm sure you'll keep touch with your old friends!

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 16 August-2008)
Post by: Enara on August 17, 2008, 08:30:33 pm

[color=Blue]Hi!! I read you would like to become a doctor; I am a doctor myself and can tell you that if you work hard enough you´ll achieve it.
What kind of doctor would you like to be?[/color]

:)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 16 August-2008)
Post by: LijFrodo on August 18, 2008, 11:25:28 am

[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=0#msg1163444 date=1218983023]
Seyma - well done on getting great results! :-* You are getting closer to your dream with each step. I know how you feel - I'm quite shy as well - but just be yourself and if you act interested in people and ask them lots of questions about themselves, they open up to you and talk to you more, and that might be a good way to make new friends. And I'm sure you'll keep touch with your old friends!
[/quote]

Thanks Mary !!! Yep ... I know sweet ... if I believe,I can do my dreams true ! Thats really sooooo hard to make friends for me.But,I have to success it.I haven't any choice ... And ... I am afraid too much really.New schools are too difficult for me ! Certainly ... I won't leave my old and closest friends.And thanks for your support ! P.S : I dunno,you read or not ... But,I told about you on my text about my life.You are one of my close friends !!! :)

[quote author=Enara link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=0#msg1163444 date=1218983023]Hi!! I read you would like to become a doctor; I am a doctor myself and can tell you that if you work hard enough you´ll achieve it.
What kind of doctor would you like to be?[/quote]

WOOOWWWW !!! You are a doctor ?? How a great job ! You are too lucky ! It was my job dream 1 year ago.But,I am gonna be a chemist now ! (I hope ..) It is hardest profession on my country (education,working ...) You have to have education 6 years.I didn't success to be a doctor.I wanna be a eye doctor.I use glasses ! ;D Maybe,I am gonna try one more time to do my dream true ! What kind of doctor are you ? Thanks ...

" Today ... One of my closest friend was with me.She is gonna have her education in other city.I hope,she is gonna be a physicist.I think and I am sure,her education and future job is harder than mine ... Fortunalety ... I love chemistry more than physics.We talked about old days and browsed our old photos.She and me ... We cannot believe still !!! How we graduated from high school ! Its incredible !!! I call her " spider girl " ... Cause,she is the biggest Tobey Maguire fan ! .... So ... My big problem is my phobias.The hugest one is : Social phobia !!! ... You can understand me more why I worry about my school ! I am odd really ... I feel myself like a creature !!! ;D ..... Keep in touch girl and guys !!! "





Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 16 August-2008)
Post by: maryd on August 19, 2008, 05:23:33 am

[quote author=*DiLeMmA* ~ Luv impossibleS ~ link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=0#msg1163686 date=1219073128]
P.S : I dunno,you read or not ... But,I told about you on my text about my life.You are one of my close friends !!! :)
[/quote]

I did read that - thanks! Same here! :-* It must have been nice to meet up with your friend - it's cute how you call her 'Spider Girl'. :)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 16 August-2008)
Post by: LijFrodo on August 19, 2008, 08:37:13 am

[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=0#msg1163890 date=1219137813]
[quote author=*DiLeMmA* ~ Luv impossibleS ~ link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=0#msg1163686 date=1219073128]
P.S : I dunno,you read or not ... But,I told about you on my text about my life.You are one of my close friends !!! :)
[/quote]

I did read that - thanks! Same here! :-* It must have been nice to meet up with your friend - it's cute how you call her 'Spider Girl'. :)
[/quote]

[color=Green]you are welcome Sweet ! I am lucky to know you !!! And ... yess ! She is really a spider girl ! ;D

" Today ... I woke up lately ! OMG !!! I sleep more on these days.And I have a trashy headache.I admit ... Days are tooooooooooo fast !!! so ... One of my old teacher called me for party.We have a party on tuesday with our friends who are gonna start univercity like us ! It is gonna be wonderful ! Limitless food and drink (of course juice ! ;D) ! I can see my old friends too.I expect,I am gonna be better and happier ... I watched olympics athletics.Its exciting ! There were two Turkish athletes and they were succesful ! Now ... I am here again !!! ...... :) "[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 19 August-2008)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on August 19, 2008, 05:55:28 pm

I just read about you, my you are a dreamer arent you well I hope all your dreams come true. :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 19 August-2008)
Post by: LijFrodo on August 20, 2008, 07:58:28 am

[quote author=Miss Sixty link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=15#msg1163977 date=1219182928]
I just read about you, my you are a dreamer arent you well I hope all your dreams come true. :-*
[/quote]

Thanks for your reading ! Yeah ... I am a big dreamer ! ;D Thanks ... And I expect,my all dreams are gonna come true !

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 19 August-2008)
Post by: LijFrodo on August 26, 2008, 09:42:56 am

why don't anybody read my new updates ?? Please ... :(

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 25 August-2008)
Post by: LijFrodo on August 27, 2008, 08:37:51 am

[color=Green]updating ...

" Today ... My sister had her tonsils out.She is better now and can talk better than first day.But,she isn't eat anything !!! Actually,I wanna has my tonsils out.Cause,they are sick forever ! :( Now ... I changed my idea after I saw my sister.I dunno !!! I am afraid much much still.Nobody can understand me and my problem and anybody cannot help me ! There are a lot of problems about me.I hope,I amn't gonna have depression ! There are only 15 days for my new schools starting.DAMN !!!! ... My dad and mum have made me angry.Its reason is PC.I have got bored about this theme.They always say " You are interested in PC MUCH MUCH MUCH !!! And ... We don't know anything about internet.You can visit stupid and illegal sites.You must find a solution for it.If not ... We are gonna cancel internet account ... etc. " Its one of worst event to be without internet.Their sentences show that they don't trust me about internet.I know how I must do !!! .... I wanna cry ! Why do problems find me - always - ?? .... I must be patient !!!!!!! :( :( :( ..... "[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 27 August-2008)
Post by: Enara on August 27, 2008, 06:53:46 pm

[color=Blue]Hi!! Great to see you keep on updating.

Don´t worry about that "PC topic" with your parents. If you prove them how serious and responsible you are about school, I´m sure they will let you use the PC.[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 27 August-2008)
Post by: LijFrodo on August 28, 2008, 07:30:29 am

[quote author=Enara link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=15#msg1165337 date=1219877626]
[color=Blue]Hi!! Great to see you keep on updating.

Don´t worry about that "PC topic" with your parents. If you prove them how serious and responsible you are about school, I´m sure they will let you use the PC.[/color]

[/quote]

[color=Green]Thanks ... And its great that you read my updatings ! ;)

No ... School isn't their problem.They know that I always do my best for school ! I admit ... Electric bill is very expensive.They think its cause is me and my PC.And they are worried for my eyes,maybe.I have to use glasses ...[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 28 August-2008)
Post by: maryd on August 28, 2008, 02:43:37 pm

Do you know, I was here yesterday and I was just typing you a reply and then my mum came and told me to get off our PC! Firstly, my way of getting my parents to let me on the internet is to do a few odd jobs around the house first, then log on. :) Good luck with it.

About your sister - I'm glad she's better now. I had tonsilitis when I was about 5 but I just had medicine, they didn't bother taking them out.

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 28 August-2008)
Post by: LijFrodo on August 29, 2008, 11:13:16 am

[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=15#msg1165451 date=1219949017]
Do you know, I was here yesterday and I was just typing you a reply and then my mum came and told me to get off our PC! Firstly, my way of getting my parents to let me on the internet is to do a few odd jobs around the house first, then log on. :) Good luck with it.

About your sister - I'm glad she's better now. I had tonsilitis when I was about 5 but I just had medicine, they didn't bother taking them out.
[/quote]

Its great to see you and your comments again Sweet !!! Ermm ... I wanna kill your mum.She spoiled my reply from pretty Mary ! ;D :P Luckily,I have your comment now.They think that I have ODD,STUPID and UNNECESSARY works in Internet.But,you aren't unnecessary.Some people on A+F are my closest friends - like you - ... I cannot explain it to them ! Hope,everything is gonna be betterrrr !!! :)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 28 August-2008)
Post by: maryd on August 29, 2008, 02:27:19 pm

You tell'em, Seyma! Go girl! :) It's a shame people can't understand the mysterious world of the internet. :)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 28 August-2008)
Post by: LijFrodo on August 30, 2008, 10:45:48 am

[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=15#msg1165598 date=1220034439]
You tell'em, Seyma! Go girl! :) It's a shame people can't understand the mysterious world of the internet. :)
[/quote]

yes Sweet !!! World of internet is really mysterious and funny ! We know how we can visit in Internet,can't we ?? ;D

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 28 August-2008)
Post by: LijFrodo on September 02, 2008, 02:36:51 pm

[color=Green]Hey everybody ... again !!! ;D UPDATES !!!!

" Today ... I signed up for my univercity and choosed " photography " for optional classes (I think,I am gonna learn photoshop and design great Lij sigs and avatars like everybody ! ;D)I am really very exciting and I am afraid still.I have understood something.I have to do different things which I never have done ... Example : I have to travel by bus alone ... (Time spends about half hour !) I have to find new friends ... (again) ... I have to solve my all problems myself ... I have to study harder ... (again) I have to change my behaviour to people .... ! But,HOW ?? ... Cause,I am a univercity student.I would be younger ! :( Actually,they scare me most ! I expect,everything is gonna be BETTER ! ... And the wheather is very hot.I walked alot and am very tired !!! .... "[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 02 September-2008)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on September 02, 2008, 03:57:43 pm

That is excellent Seyma, good luck and let us all know how the course goes for you ;) :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 02 September-2008)
Post by: LijFrodo on September 03, 2008, 08:15:49 am

[quote author=Elvish Princess link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=15#msg1166652 date=1220385463]
That is excellent Seyma, good luck and let us all know how the course goes for you ;) :-*
[/quote]

Thanks for your best wishes sweet !!! I need to hear them really.Sure ! I am gonna update again !!! :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 02 September-2008)
Post by: maryd on September 03, 2008, 11:07:20 am

I'm so excited for you! Don't be worried, look forward to uni! Bus rides shouldn't be a problem, I love getting the bus and my journey lasta bout an hour a day. Good luck with all your classes, photography sounds great!

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 02 September-2008)
Post by: LijFrodo on September 04, 2008, 07:36:09 am

[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=15#msg1166799 date=1220454440]
I'm so excited for you! Don't be worried, look forward to uni! Bus rides shouldn't be a problem, I love getting the bus and my journey lasta bout an hour a day. Good luck with all your classes, photography sounds great!
[/quote]

hey Sweet !!! Yeah ... I am soooooooo excited too ! I admit,I never have traveled by bus alone.It makes me angry that it is very crowded - always ! - And,I can vomit if it shakes me much ! DAMN ! ... How ?? Do you go to school by bus ?? Thanks ...I know that my classes are very very hard.I hope,I can success them and am gonna learn photoshop !!! ;D

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 02 September-2008)
Post by: maryd on September 04, 2008, 10:49:16 am

Maybe you could take a travel-sickness tablet before you get on the bus? My bus is usually pretty empty so I always get a seat, lol! Good luck! :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 02 September-2008)
Post by: LijFrodo on September 08, 2008, 05:45:44 am

[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=30#msg1166912 date=1220539756]
Maybe you could take a travel-sickness tablet before you get on the bus? My bus is usually pretty empty so I always get a seat, lol! Good luck! :-*
[/quote]

its a great idea.But,it makes me sleepy forever ! Actually,my fear is being alone in bus.So ... it makes me bad and sick ! My bus is gonna be very crowded.I dunno,what I must do ! Thanks sweet ! :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 06 September-2008)
Post by: maryd on September 11, 2008, 02:32:18 pm

I usually have nobody to talk to on the bus on the way home - I have a few friends who get it in the morning, but none in the afternoon - so I usually just listen to my MP3 player. :) I heard somewhere that you can stop the sickness by staring at the sky, so you could try that. ::)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 06 September-2008)
Post by: LijFrodo on September 11, 2008, 04:30:16 pm

[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=30#msg1167733 date=1221157938]
I usually have nobody to talk to on the bus on the way home - I have a few friends who get it in the morning, but none in the afternoon - so I usually just listen to my MP3 player. :) I heard somewhere that you can stop the sickness by staring at the sky, so you could try that. ::)
[/quote]

[color=Green]Its very bad being alone ! :( Yeah ... I can listen MP3 player and read !!! Great idea ! You are right sweet.I must stop my all sickness.Cause,they make harder my life.I feel very bad.For example : I feel that I can faint and vomit when I am alone.REALLY VERY VERY HARD !!! Thanks Mary ! Its wonderful to have a friend like you !

updating ... ;D

" These days are vey bad.So ... I lived a problem 2 days ago.My dad came and said " please give up PC and get off !!! " (again again !!!) I said " OK " ! After 3 or 4 minutes ... He came to me again and said " you have crossed the frontier !!! (this sentence can contain grammer mistakes !) Thats enough ! This PC damages you and us ! ... " And ... I have a unknown PC password that it is known by dad ! I am helpless.And I dunno how I can live without this site and internet.What is my crime completely ?? I can surf in internet fewer fewer ! (Again ... can contain grammer mistakes !) And ... If somebody know that how I can undo PC password,please tell me !!! Or I can need different suggestions ! .... My school is gonna start next monday.I am so exciting and worried.HOPE,EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE BETTER !!! Thanks much ... please comment !!!! I am really BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD !!!! ... :( "[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 11 September-2008)
Post by: I_LOVE_MY_BOYZ on September 11, 2008, 08:12:07 pm

ask your dad for the password. lol. Otherwise, guess their birtdays/favorite things/numbers. Or try to watch when he puts in the password and see what it is. If none of that works, you're probably just stuck.

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 11 September-2008)
Post by: maryd on September 12, 2008, 02:11:26 pm

I think it's quite unfair that your dad changed your password so you can't get on. Is there any chance you could reason with him and ask him for the password? I will also be checking your other forum - did he change the password there too? Good luck with your dad.

And good luck with school! :-*

BTW, Jess, good advice there. :) Seyma, have you ever left a comment on the boxie on the main page? If you want to leave one there you don't even need a password so your dad couldn't stop you. :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 11 September-2008)
Post by: LijFrodo on September 12, 2008, 04:08:30 pm

[quote author=Jess_B link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=30#msg1167777 date=1221178327]
ask your dad for the password. lol. Otherwise, guess their birtdays/favorite things/numbers. Or try to watch when he puts in the password and see what it is. If none of that works, you're probably just stuck.
[/quote]

My little sister know passwor.But,she don't say me !!! Actually,my dad said what password is.It is his credit cards password.But,how can I learn it ? If I find password and use PC without his permission,I am gonna irritete him more ! And more prooblem ... Thanks ! :)

[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=30#msg1167777 date=1221178327]I think it's quite unfair that your dad changed your password so you can't get on. Is there any chance you could reason with him and ask him for the password? I will also be checking your other forum - did he change the password there too? Good luck with your dad.

And good luck with school!

BTW, Jess, good advice there. Seyma, have you ever left a comment on the boxie on the main page? If you want to leave one there you don't even need a password so your dad couldn't stop you.[/quote]

[color=Green]I asked password and ... I explained it after Jess's quote !

No ... He changed PC's password only.He don't know anything about PC.So,he cannot change it,fortunalety !!! I wanna kill my brother ! :P Cause,he helped my dad to change password for PC ! Thanks much.I am lucky that I have a friend like you ! I am waitin' you to my forum forever !

I didn't understand your question about main boxie ! What did you mean ??

Good news ! My dad is cooler now !!! I can get on PC for one hour ! ;D

And ... Thanks much sweet !!! :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 11 September-2008)
Post by: maryd on September 13, 2008, 06:24:40 am

Yay, so you are allowed on the internet for an hour a day? Thats not too bad.

On the main page of A+F - not the forum, but the page where Deenan does the updates - there is a button you can click that says 'Comments'....if you click it and scroll right down to the bottom of the new box then you can write a comment there. :)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 11 September-2008)
Post by: LijFrodo on September 13, 2008, 06:24:12 pm

[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=30#msg1167826 date=1221301480]
Yay, so you are allowed on the internet for an hour a day? Thats not too bad.

On the main page of A+F - not the forum, but the page where Deenan does the updates - there is a button you can click that says 'Comments'....if you click it and scroll right down to the bottom of the new box then you can write a comment there. :)
[/quote]

[color=Green]Yeah ... YAY ! Its isn't bad to have one hour ! :)

So ... I understood you.I know main box.But,I have never sent a message there.A+F Forum is the best ever !!! I am glad to be here and know you and new friends ! :-* And ... I have only 1 day starting school.My class is gonna start at 8 o'clock.Its earlier than my old school.Any idea ! Good luck ! ;D Thanks ...[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 11 September-2008)
Post by: maryd on September 14, 2008, 04:51:20 am

8am is really early - my school doesn't start til 9.05! I hope you have a good time - good luck! :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 11 September-2008)
Post by: LijFrodo on September 14, 2008, 09:11:15 am

[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=30#msg1167898 date=1221382280]
8am is really early - my school doesn't start til 9.05! I hope you have a good time - good luck! :-*
[/quote]

wooowww !!! 9.05 ?? you are really lucky !!! I dunno,how I can endure all of these changes !!! :( Thanks sweet ...

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 11 September-2008)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on September 15, 2008, 01:54:54 am

good luck for school Seyma, and hope you sort out the internet problem!

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 11 September-2008)
Post by: LijFrodo on September 15, 2008, 10:42:57 am

Thanks Sweet !!! I hope,everything is gonna be better.PLEASE ! :(

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 11 September-2008)
Post by: LijFrodo on September 30, 2008, 02:33:00 pm

Girls ... I am gonna update it after 1 or 2 week ! Cause,I am too busy with school.Thanks for your patience and interest !!! Keep in touch ... :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 11 September-2008)
Post by: Misz_Mii on October 02, 2008, 01:34:33 pm

I'm so sorry to hear about your dad. Maybe you should just stick it out for a little while and then just show your dad you can be "good" too without a computer and just tell him you're sorry for spending so much time online (even if you don't mean a thing... just pretend :P )

Maybe he'll give in eventually. :)


Good luck with school!!! :D

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 11 September-2008)
Post by: LijFrodo on October 02, 2008, 02:34:58 pm

[quote author=Young&Desperate 4Attention{DA} link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=30#msg1168825 date=1222968873]
I'm so sorry to hear about your dad. Maybe you should just stick it out for a little while and then just show your dad you can be "good" too without a computer and just tell him you're sorry for spending so much time online (even if you don't mean a thing... just pretend :P )

Maybe he'll give in eventually. :)


Good luck with school!!! :D
[/quote]

[color=Green]Hey ... its great to see you !!! :-*

I am lucky ... Now ... I can be online for one hour only.Thats not bad,isn't it ??

School ?? I hope,I am gonna tell everything about it later ! :) Thanks for your best wishes ![/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 11 September-2008)
Post by: LijFrodo on October 18, 2008, 09:27:12 am

[color=Green]updating ...

" School,school,school !!!! You know ... I have been worried about it.My God !!! I have spent 1 month with my new school.I think,I have got 4 closest friends.They are nice but aren't nice as my old precious friends.Actually,I have alot things to tell ... I dunno how I can start ... I met my old friends yesterday.I have missed them very much ! :( ... There was an exam to be exempt for English class after I started university ... But,I didn't try to pass it.I thought,I must learn better English.Now,I am very very very regretful.English classes are very funny for me ! We are learnin' " to be,helping verbs etc. " ... One of girl who is in our class said " my teacher,we can use as " you+is " ?? " OMG !!!! Anybody dunno English other me ! I feel myself stupidly ! But,I must see best thing.Our book is one of Oxford books.I can learn better English,maybe ! ... Our class is very very crowded.So,its univercity ! ... About 80 persons.We have got 2 lab. classes.Physics and chemistry !!! We have alot experiment ... Example : I saw " MgO,Na2CO3 and H2SO4 ... " first and examined reactions with them ! They are funny.But,my all classes are really very hard ! good luck for me ! ;D And ... I have red-ish hair now !!! I admit,I have changed myself completely.My hair and eyebrow were cutted ... I hope,I seem better !!!! I have an white apron like doctors for lab. ! ;D If I were a doctor ! :( ... I have had throathache for 1 week.It makes me angry !!!! Any medicine hasn't made me better !!! :( I have watched Turkey's football matches.I never have missed them !!!! ... I cannot visit here much !!!! :( Sorry ... And I am gonna continue updating my life for ya ! LY everybody !!!! :-* .... "[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 18 October-2008)
Post by: maryd on October 19, 2008, 05:30:23 am

Nice to hear from you Seyma, good to hear everything is OK and you have some new friends - your hair sounds nice. :) Good luck!

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 18 October-2008)
Post by: LijFrodo on October 19, 2008, 08:22:52 am

[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=45#msg1169700 date=1224408623]
Nice to hear from you Seyma, good to hear everything is OK and you have some new friends - your hair sounds nice. :) Good luck!
[/quote]

Its excellent to see you again Sweet !!! Thanks for your reading and comments !!! And whats your idea about my English class ? ... Now,I have to study.Hope,i am gonna update it !!! ... :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 18 October-2008)
Post by: maryd on October 20, 2008, 03:45:01 pm

I think your English is good already, and because you love learning the language it will be easier for you to learn more. :) It took me years to learn Irish and French as well as you can already speak English - good luck anyway! :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 18 October-2008)
Post by: Culpie on October 25, 2008, 11:24:19 pm

Hi Seyma! I found you again. :D

Wow...sounds like alot going on for you! School is an exciting time. Be patient with yourself. You will do great! It is tough to leave your old friends behind and have to make new ones, isn't it? I am sure after a couple of months you will settle into your routine and will be getting to know your new friends better and better. So keep your chin up. ;D

You are doing great with English! Even though English is my native language I found it really tough too. There are the rules and then exceptions to every rule. Ugh! ::) Never feel stupid, the fact that you write so well online is great. You will get better and better with each class. Be patient. Learning another language is hard...especially if it is really different from your own.

I am glad you are allowed to be on the computer for an hour a day. Sounds like your dad was afraid you might have been spening too much time on it. Be patient with him...sounds like he only wants to protect you...even though it is frustrating to you. ;)

Can't wait to hear more about your chemistry experiments and all the great things you are learning. :D

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 18 October-2008)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on October 26, 2008, 12:37:59 am

Hey Seyma, wow yeah you sure sound like you enjoying uni I am sure your new friends will be fine for you. I hope your toothache is gone now.
Your English is improving hun, why don't you try to enrol in a class or is it too late? Love the new you, red hair, awesome. Post a pic on beautiful ones thread :D

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 18 October-2008)
Post by: LijFrodo on November 28, 2008, 03:09:42 pm

[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=45#msg1169828 date=1224531901]
I think your English is good already, and because you love learning the language it will be easier for you to learn more. :) It took me years to learn Irish and French as well as you can already speak English - good luck anyway! :-*
[/quote]

Thanks much Sweet ! Yeah,I can speak English a bit.And I wanna learn French or Spanish in summer holiday.It will be wonderful to talk three languages !!! :-*

[quote author=Culpie link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=45#msg1169828 date=1224531901]

Hi Seyma! I found you again.

Wow...sounds like alot going on for you! School is an exciting time. Be patient with yourself. You will do great! It is tough to leave your old friends behind and have to make new ones, isn't it? I am sure after a couple of months you will settle into your routine and will be getting to know your new friends better and better. So keep your chin up.

You are doing great with English! Even though English is my native language I found it really tough too. There are the rules and then exceptions to every rule. Ugh! Never feel stupid, the fact that you write so well online is great. You will get better and better with each class. Be patient. Learning another language is hard...especially if it is really different from your own.

I am glad you are allowed to be on the computer for an hour a day. Sounds like your dad was afraid you might have been spening too much time on it. Be patient with him...sounds like he only wants to protect you...even though it is frustrating to you.

Can't wait to hear more about your chemistry experiments and all the great things you are learning.[/quote]

Hi Sweet ! Yes,you found meee ! Thanks much much much for your advice !!! Please,continue to comment about me ! ... :-*

[quote author=Peony Gamgee link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=45#msg1169828 date=1224531901]Hey Seyma, wow yeah you sure sound like you enjoying uni I am sure your new friends will be fine for you. I hope your toothache is gone now.
Your English is improving hun, why don't you try to enrol in a class or is it too late? Love the new you, red hair, awesome. Post a pic on beautiful ones thread ![/quote]

[color=Green]Hi Sweet ! sorry .. what does " enrol " mean ?? No prob ... I am gonna post a pic with red hair when I have one ! :-*

Continue ...

Girls ... I am back after a loooooooooooong time.I am sure,you worried about me.But,I never leave you !!! ;) I have alot exams on these days and have experiments in every week !!! Actually,I have lots of news to write ... I hope,I am gonna write them when I have enough time ! Now,I wanna give you a exciting news ... :D

So ... Guess it !!! ... OK ... I won't make you more curious !!! ... I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE !!! Its first time ... Thats an different emotion.Its very hard to live with love.I am exciting,happy,sometimes upset and hopeless !!! ... His eyes have stolen my heart.Cause,they are BLUE !!!! I dunno,what I will do ... I watch him in every class.And my dreams are more meaningful ... My heart beatsssssss !!!! ...

Love you girls,keep in touch ! :-* :-* :-*[/color]


Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 28 November-2008)
Post by: maryd on November 29, 2008, 12:45:15 pm

Great to see you around Seyma, you sound busy and I| hope you are enjoying your classes!

That is so sweet that you've fallen in love, good luck! :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 28 November-2008)
Post by: Culpie on November 30, 2008, 08:25:53 pm

Awwww...how nice that you are in love! :D Love is a very complex emotion isn't it? No one can seem to sort it all out. ;D

Sounds like you are doing great, my dear! It is lovely to hear what you are doing these days. How do you think you did on your exams?

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 28 November-2008)
Post by: LijFrodo on December 07, 2008, 08:21:23 am

[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=45#msg1171591 date=1227980715]
Great to see you around Seyma, you sound busy and I| hope you are enjoying your classes!

That is so sweet that you've fallen in love, good luck! :-*
[/quote]

[color=Green]Yes ... I am so busy with my school.Enjoy ?? Not much !!! They are very hard.I like only English ! ...

I dunno,its sweet or not ! I am in pain.I live it first time and its really hard !!! I always think of him.I sometimes eat something,i think,i am thiner now.Cause,my all life has changed ... I love him ssssssoooooooo much !!!! I wanna cry ... :'([/color]

[quote author=Culpie link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=45#msg1171591 date=1227980715]Awwww...how nice that you are in love! Love is a very complex emotion isn't it? No one can seem to sort it all out.

Sounds like you are doing great, my dear! It is lovely to hear what you are doing these days. How do you think you did on your exams? [/quote]

[color=Green]Yes,its very very complex !!! I hide my emotions ... Its best ... OMG ! This love has made me a different girl ! :-[ ...

My exams ?? Physics,english and Turkish are good.I have a 100 in physics exam,I solved all exams problems !(I am best in my class !)But,chemistry,math and physics-2 are very bad.Hope,they are gonna be better ! :)[/color]

[color=Green]Updating ...

Yeah,I have fallen in love.I dunno,I am lucky or not !!! ... I remember,it has started 2 months ago.I felt nothing when I saw him first.After some days ... I thought,I like him.I think,I love him now !!! ... So ... You cannot believe,I never have talked with him.I have said nothing like a friend " hi,how are you ?? ... etc. " I amn't ready for it and I amn't brave ! ... I am sure,if I talk with him,my heart show my all emotions and love and he can understand it.Example : My face is red,my hands trembles,I catch my eyes ... OMG ! This is very different emotion,my eyes search him in every classes and i look at him during the all lesson.I am jealous of him when he talks with other girls.He is in my dreams in nights.I think,he sometimes understands my emotions,but,he doesn't wanna show it ! Or ... maybe,he doesn't know anything about me and my feelings.My head is so confused ... I love him sssssssssssssssssssssssooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much,but,I am in pain and feel very upset.Maybe,he is my real destiny.I don't wanna do anything for this love.If I know that he loves me,its enough for me.If he is serious,I can wait 4 years and we can live together until endless ... ::)

I think,you wanna know something about him.He has blue eyes ! ;D He has black hair.He isn't coming for English classes.Cause,he passed its exam with AA.Thats great for me,he can talk it,has better English then me.He is long and has about 1 meter 77 centimetres height.He smokes vey much !!! Sorry ! :( ...

I need your advice.I can go mad if I cannot tell my feeling to someone !!! ...

About my chemistry experiments ?? ... They are hard,funny and different.2 days ago ... We did an experiment again.We distilled H2O+C8H10 ... When,we do it,one of water tap opened itself.Our teacher feared much.Because,she thought we forgot gas taps open and it exploded when we burt gas burner.It was very funny.Actually,it would be funnier if we exploded chemistry lab. ! ;D ...

I am gonna continue,waitin' your comments.Keep in touch,bye ! :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 7 December-2008)
Post by: maryd on December 08, 2008, 03:16:16 pm

I don't do chemistry at school any more, but I remember when I did - we always used to pray for something interesting to happen, like an explosion. The best we got was a chemical spill, and they had to evacuate the school. :) :P

Wow, well done in your physics exam! :o :D

Maybe you should try and talk to him and get to know him a bit better?

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 7 December-2008)
Post by: Culpie on December 09, 2008, 08:40:25 pm

Hang in there, Seyma! ;) Love is very complicated. Try to act as natural around him as possible. Go ahead and say hi to him in passing. "Hi how are you?" is a great place to start. Try to stay calm and see what happens. Maybe after a few hello's you will start talking and start getting to know him a little better. Do your friends know about your crush? If they do, do they like him?

Sounds like you are doing really well with your classes! Keep up the good work. Oh boy...I sure remember my chemistry days. Most of my experiments didn't work...hee hee. ::) I sure did enjoy the class...aside from someone starting their coat on fire by mistake...nothing major ever happened. ;D

I hope you are enjoying your break! :)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 7 December-2008)
Post by: LijFrodo on December 10, 2008, 10:11:40 am

[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=45#msg1171940 date=1228767376]
I don't do chemistry at school any more, but I remember when I did - we always used to pray for something interesting to happen, like an explosion. The best we got was a chemical spill, and they had to evacuate the school. :) :P

Wow, well done in your physics exam! :o :D

Maybe you should try and talk to him and get to know him a bit better?
[/quote]

[color=Green]You should try doing experiments lol.Yeah,they are dangerous.But,if you know rules and are careful,they are really funny and interesting ! I feel myself like a scientist.I have an white apron too.Actually,I wanna wear it as a doctor.But,I cannot succes !!! ...

Thanks sweet about my exam ! :-*

You are right.I can talk with him to know him better.But,my all problem is that,I amn't brave.Cause,I never have lived nothing like this ! ... Thanks sweet,I am waitin' your advice forever ... :)[/color]

[quote author=Culpie link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=45#msg1171940 date=1228767376]Hang in there, Seyma! Love is very complicated. Try to act as natural around him as possible. Go ahead and say hi to him in passing. "Hi how are you?" is a great place to start. Try to stay calm and see what happens. Maybe after a few hello's you will start talking and start getting to know him a little better. Do your friends know about your crush? If they do, do they like him?

Sounds like you are doing really well with your classes! Keep up the good work. Oh boy...I sure remember my chemistry days. Most of my experiments didn't work...hee hee. I sure did enjoy the class...aside from someone starting their coat on fire by mistake...nothing major ever happened.

I hope you are enjoying your break![/quote]

[color=Green]Hey ! I am glad to see you again Sweet ! :) Don't worry,I try to act natural and do my best ... You are completely right.To say hi and hows doing ... is wonderful to start ! But,I still dunno how I can start ! ... There is a problem too,if I start to talk ...,he wanna be better friend with me like all boys.I don't wanna be like other girls.I am different ... Actually,if I wanna do it,I can success.Thats simple !!! But,I wanna have serious things.Not for two or three days like everyone ! ... My wish is that ... If he likes me really,he can wait during 4 years for me and act like a normal friend.And I can wait if I am sure about his love ! And I can live my future life with him ... My friends know nothing.Some of my old friends know only ... I think,if my new school friends know my crush,they think like me and say " you are very young,you cannot think right.Everything has a right time.But,it isn't time now,its early ! ... We have a long 4 years ... "

I hope,I am gonna keep up my good marks ! ;D Yeah,one of my friend spilled HCl (its an acid) on his hand.Fortunalety,nothing happened ! ... And can I ask something ? how old are you and did you graduate from your university ? ...

Thanks sweet for you advice and comments and waitin' your comments forever ! :-*

updating ...

I must admit something,my head is so confused ... Maybe,I must tell everything and if its serious really,I must get engaged ! ;D Thats best ! ...

I am really happy.I am in holiday for 10 days.(Now,I spent 5 days :()Cause,we have a religious festival for 4 days.It is one of thing,that always makes me happy ! 4 days festival+2 days weekend+2 days weekend again+1 day extra (friday)=9 days holidays about 10 days !!! Woooohaaaa !!! ... I like all holidays !!! ... We have alot guests and cook delicious and different foods.Especially,we always choose meat foods.Its one of this festivals meaning ... :)

Keep in touch !!! BYE ! ... :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 10 December-2008)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on December 10, 2008, 08:15:12 pm

Your on holiday, hope you have a fab time hun :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 10 December-2008)
Post by: maryd on December 12, 2008, 12:20:33 pm

It's nice to have a holiday from school - I only have a week left and then I am off school for a whole month for Christmas!

It would be a good start to talk to this boy. Does he do any of the same subjects as you? I think your friends would try and encourage you to talk to him, if they knew you liked him. :)

I hope to go to university next year - I need to apply now!


Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 10 December-2008)
Post by: LijFrodo on December 13, 2008, 01:25:14 pm

[quote author=Peony Gamgee link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=45#msg1172084 date=1228958112]
Your on holiday, hope you have a fab time hun :-*
[/quote]

thanks sweet,its excellent to see you again ... I spent all holiday ! :( Hope,I am gonna a new holiday again ! ;D ...

[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=45#msg1172084 date=1228958112]It's nice to have a holiday from school - I only have a week left and then I am off school for a whole month for Christmas!

It would be a good start to talk to this boy. Does he do any of the same subjects as you? I think your friends would try and encourage you to talk to him, if they knew you liked him.

I hope to go to university next year - I need to apply now![/quote]

[color=Green]Woohaa !!! 1 month holiday ?? Thats great ! ... My semester holiday is after about 15 days.My classes are gonna finish after 10 days ... We have 1 week holiday to study final exams.And ... 1.5 month holiday !!! :) ...

I don't know anything about him.But,I am sure,if I say " hi " only,he talks more ! ... My new friends don't know anything about my feelings and thoughts.I dunno,they can help me or not ! ... Threre is only a solution.TIME ! :) ...

Yeas,I am sure,you are going to best university.And,you are gonna success ! ...

Keep in touch ... BYE ! :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 10 December-2008)
Post by: Culpie on December 13, 2008, 04:46:46 pm

Hey there...ok don't be shocked but I am 37 and yes I did graduate from college. Seems like a loooooong time ago now (1994). However, our educational system is structured a little different than yours...I think.

We go from Kindergarten (5 yrs old) through 8th grade (14 yrs old). Then we graduate to four years of high school. When we gradutate from high school (approx. 18 yrs) we then apply to go on to college for four more years and graduate around 21 yrs old. To us University and college is the same thing. We select a major i.e. medicine, liberal arts, and so forth. Doctors, lawyers and others seeking a masters degree generally continue on to graduate school. However, most of us do not go on to graduate school. ;)

How is your educational system structured? Do you pick a major subject to study? :)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 10 December-2008)
Post by: LijFrodo on December 26, 2008, 02:23:25 pm

[color=Green]I am very very vey upset and bad ... I wanna suicide !!!! ... :'( :'( :'(

P.S : I am gonna write comment to you,Culpie ! ...[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 26 December-2008)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on December 26, 2008, 09:02:54 pm

Hang in there Seyma, I will pm you sweetie :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 26 December-2008)
Post by: Lanta the Gemstar on December 27, 2008, 01:49:50 am

Seyma, we are all here for you if you wanna talk OK?

Please try not to think only of the worst... and please feel free to PM me or any of the others if you need to.

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 26 December-2008)
Post by: maryd on December 27, 2008, 07:44:06 am

Seyma! Please don't feel like this, I'm going to PM you as well and when you feel like talking we're all ready to listen and give what advice we can. Hang in there, you have so much to live for. :-* :-* :-* :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 26 December-2008)
Post by: Culpie on December 27, 2008, 11:56:11 pm

Hang in there, my dear! I pm-ed ya.

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 26 December-2008)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on December 29, 2008, 09:31:06 pm

hope your ok now seyma :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 26 December-2008)
Post by: Culpie on December 30, 2008, 11:45:22 pm

We are anxiously awaiting your return.

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 26 December-2008)
Post by: LijFrodo on January 09, 2009, 11:24:31 am

[quote author=miss sixty link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=60#msg1172442 date=1230343374]
Hang in there Seyma, I will pm you sweetie :-*
[/quote]

Hey sweet ! Thanks for your pm ! I am better now ... Keep in touch ! ... :-*

[quote author=The Gemstar link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=60#msg1172442 date=1230343374]Seyma, we are all here for you if you wanna talk OK?

Please try not to think only of the worst... and please feel free to PM me or any of the others if you need to.[/quote]

[color=Green]hey hun !!! its great to see you again ! ... I know,you are really great friends and wanna help me.Thanks ! ...

I hope,everything is gonna be better ! Keep in touch ... :-*[/color]


on 1230343374, maryd wrote:
Seyma! Please don't feel like this, I'm going to PM you as well and when you feel like talking we're all ready to listen and give what advice we can. Hang in there, you have so much to live for.


Yes,you are completely right.I am really lucky that I have a friend like you ! ... I know,I can talk with you when I need ... :) ... Keep in touch !!! LY ! :-* :-* :-* :-*


on 1230343374, Culpie wrote:
Hang in there, my dear! I pm-ed ya.


Thanks much sweet ... I saw your pm.I am telling everything now and I am gonna tell about our educational system when I have enough time ... Keep in touch ! :-* :-*

[color=Green]Yes ... My head is very confused,I am better but I am too upset still !!! ...

I think,the boy that I love,has a new girlfriend now :( :'( Actually,I guessed that that girl wanna get him.I hate her ! I know,she has got one another boyfriend for 2-3 years.Namely,she is cheating her boyfriend.And ... I think,my luv don't love this girl.I can understand it when I look into his eyes.Girls ... This is a long long story ! I dunno what I must do ! Now,I listen emotional songs and cry ! ... Thanks for your interest,friendship ! I love you much ! ... :-* :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 09 January-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on January 09, 2009, 01:15:41 pm

Welcome back Seyma. We are all here whenever you need us :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 09 January-2009)
Post by: Culpie on January 10, 2009, 01:00:57 am

Awwww...hun I am so sorry. :'( Try to stay happy as best you can. It sounds like she is just hopping around collecting trophies. Those types of girls never stay around too long. ;) Just keep being your nice sweet self...when the time is right you will connect. If it isn't this particular one...it will be someone better. ;D **big hug**

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 09 January-2009)
Post by: maryd on January 11, 2009, 06:45:52 am

I agree with Culpie. It's sad that this is happening, but it is natural to cry and feel upset. I wish you luck and happiness. :) Remember we're all here for you. :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 09 January-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on January 19, 2009, 03:30:24 pm

[quote author=miss sixty link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=60#msg1173305 date=1231524941]
Welcome back Seyma. We are all here whenever you need us :-*
[/quote]

Thanks hun ! :-*


on 1231524941, Culpie wrote:
Awwww...hun I am so sorry.Try to stay happy as best you can. It sounds like she is just hopping around collecting trophies. Those types of girls never stay around too long.Just keep being your nice sweet self...when the time is right you will connect. If it isn't this particular one...it will be someone better. **big hug**


Don't worry sweet ! I am tryin' to be happy.Yes,I think she is one of these strange girls and I agree,she cannot do come true her every wishes about love ! You are right,I must be patient and wait ... Cause,my destiny is gonna show best choice ! ... Thanks much ! :-*


on 1231524941, maryd wrote:
I agree with Culpie. It's sad that this is happening, but it is natural to cry and feel upset.I wish you luck and happiness. Remember we're all here for you.


You are both right ! This is really bad and hard feeling ! I hope,my all life is gonna be better ! I am lucky that I have friends like you ! Thanks much again ! ... :-*

[color=Green].......

My dear friends ! I hope,I am gonna write everything about my wonderful birthday,life and hard love life,when I have enough time.And I have super and new news ! Love you all ... Thanks much much much ! Please don't leave me alone !!! ... :-* :-* :-*[/color]




Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 19 January-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on January 19, 2009, 10:39:34 pm

Looking forward to reading more of your life sweetie :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 19 January-2009)
Post by: maryd on January 20, 2009, 02:41:43 pm

I hope you had a nice birthday, it's good to see you here. :) :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 19 January-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on January 21, 2009, 09:28:16 am

[color=Green]Finally ... Update ... !!! ;)

.... My school have finished 3 days ago and I have holiday now ! I am too happy.Cause,I have alot reason to be happy ... My all exams finished,all of them are ok and I have good marks.It was really hard time part when I have alot exams ! ... My best class is English(it isn't suprise for me and you ! ;D),Turkish and chemistry lab are second best classes,physics and physics lab are third best classes,maths is forth best class,chemistry is fifth best class (I am shy,but it is the worst !) I am able to be best student of this school term of my uni department,but it is difficult.If I didn't success,i would be more successful for next term !!! My new friends came to me on february(it was lastest day of school !).They had enough time,but we spent funny time and my mum cooked delicious foods,made delicious cake for them ! And my birthday was on saturday.It was an excellent day.I had alot birthday graduation messages and great wishes.I had a party with my family in saturday evening.My birthday cake was delicious and looked super ! My mum and dad bought me a colorful pullover,my cousin bought me a cute scarf for me.I admit,the party wasn't funny like parties that I had with my friends.I didn't have a party with my friends this time.Because,they have new school(uni) like me and are in another cities for their education.I hope,I am gonna get my presents when they are back ! ... I bought 2 new novels for me on sunday.I am really exciting to read them ! I wanna read alot books and watch alot movies during my holiday ... Of course,I wanna visit here more ! ... Now,I am tellin' one of important things for me.My luv life ! You know,I was really bad and upset some days ago.I have great new news ! I was mistaken about everything.The girl,who I think,she flirt with my luv,is a friend with him only.One of my best friends told me everything.Actually,she doesn't know anything about my crush.But,she told it ... The girl has really a boyfriend and she is engaged ! ... I am very very very happy now.I wanna hug and kiss everyone ! I admit,I don't wanna see the girl with him still.I am a jealous girl ! ::) ... So ... when I saw him last time for 1 month,he was smoking again ! :( ... I dunno,what has my destiny for me ?? ... I can wait only ! My God ! I wanna say one more,one more time : I luv him ssssssssooooooooooooooo much ! ...

Thats enough for now.I am waitin' your comments and advice.Thanks much.Luv ya all ! Keep in touch ... ! :-* :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 21 January-2009)
Post by: maryd on January 21, 2009, 02:46:25 pm

I'm glad you had a good birthday, I bet your cake was great! Well done on getting good marks in your exams! I'm glad the girl is only a friend with the boy - maybe you could try being his friend too? :-* :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 21 January-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on January 21, 2009, 02:57:11 pm

Seyma, hun. Thats great news, you did well at school. Plus you were mistaken about the girl. My advice enjoy your life and go get thte boy you soooooooooooooooo much love :-* ;)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 21 January-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on January 22, 2009, 08:13:27 am

[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=75#msg1173881 date=1232567185]
I'm glad you had a good birthday, I bet your cake was great! Well done on getting good marks in your exams! I'm glad the girl is only a friend with the boy - maybe you could try being his friend too? :-* :-*
[/quote]

To be a friend ?? I dunno ... I must think and I hope,I am gonna decide for best ! Thanks sweet ! ... :-*


on 1232567185, miss sixty wrote:
Seyma, hun. Thats great news, you did well at school. Plus you were mistaken about the girl. My advice enjoy your life and go get thte boy you soooooooooooooooo much love !


Yes,I agree ... We should enjoy every time of our life ! ... And we shouldn't repeat our mistakes ! ... Thanks hun ! :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 21 January-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on January 23, 2009, 01:16:15 pm

Glad to help you my friend :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 21 January-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on January 23, 2009, 01:31:33 pm

[color=Green]Updates ... ;D

I succeed something about 4 hours ago.I made a pastry first time.Actually,it isn't my first test.But,my other pastries are simple and easy ... Today ... I was bored ! (you know,I am in holiday) ... I thought and decided to make a new and delicious :P patry.It took about my 3 hours.OMG ! Its name is " tramisu " ... (Tramisu is its Turkish name,I couldn't translate it in English and maybe,it has same name in English ! ;D) It is an Italian cake.It seems delicious and sweet.But,I dunno its taste yet ! There is my cakes pic.My cream flavour isn't cocoa.I used cocoa to show my cake better after I made it ! What is your idea ?

Waitin' comments ! Keep in touch ! BYE ! ... :-*[/color]

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Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 21 January-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on January 23, 2009, 01:34:36 pm

Yummy, I love tiramasu. Great to hear you made your own, bet it was delicious :D

Sorry Trimasu, dont know that one, lol. :P Bet is still nice.. :)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 21 January-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on January 23, 2009, 01:38:12 pm

[quote author=miss sixty link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=75#msg1173973 date=1232735676]
Yummy, I love tiramasu. Great to hear you made your own, bet it was delicious :D

Sorry Trimasu, dont know that one, lol. :P Bet is still nice.. :)
[/quote]

Thanks sweet ! I hope,it is gonna taste delicious ! ... I don't know its name is right or wrong ! Somebody says " tramisu " and somebody says " tiramasu " ... I think,we tell about same cake ! :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 23 January-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on January 23, 2009, 01:39:07 pm

Tiramasu, I was right the first time, hehe.. I love it and you will too ;)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 23 January-2009)
Post by: maryd on January 23, 2009, 02:06:12 pm

Nice one! I couldn't see your photo though - but it sounds great! I love tirimasu, I bet it tastes brilliant!

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 23 January-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on January 23, 2009, 06:16:32 pm

doh, I just realised you posted photo link, looks great Seyma, I wish I could have some.. ::)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 23 January-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on January 24, 2009, 08:18:33 am

Girls ... if I had a way,I would send you some piece of my tiramasu ! ... It is delicious.Thats great for my first trying ! ;D

[color=Green]updates ... ;)

Today ... I am some upset ! I received a message some minutes ago.One of my new friends (from uni) will continue her education in her city.She will leave us ! ... This is very very bad really.I hope,it doesn't become definite ! Or ... I hope,everything is gonna be better day to day ! ... :([/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 24 January-2009)
Post by: maryd on January 25, 2009, 07:03:55 am

That's a shame that your friend is leaving - I hope you can stay in touch with her. :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 24 January-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on January 27, 2009, 08:10:23 am

[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=75#msg1174105 date=1232885035]
That's a shame that your friend is leaving - I hope you can stay in touch with her. :-*
[/quote]

[color=Green]Thanks sweet ! I hope,she musn't leave and I always stay in touch with her ... :-*

update ...

I met my old friends 2 days ago.We were 10 friends ... (7 girls and 3 boys) It was very funny ! We went to a cafe at first.We drunk something and talked about our new life and old days ! ... Later,we played a word game in cafe.Its name is " taboo " Its an exciting and great game.You should try it ! ... We left there and went to a restaurant to eat.We ate a Turkish food (don't know its English :D) and drunk a glass of tea ! ... My friends took alot photo together.An unforgettable day ! ... :-*

I visited my grandma,grandpa and aunts 1 day ago.They invited us to eat dinner together.They cooked really delicious food for us.We spent great time ! ...

Yeah,I have holiday.Its brillant !!! But,I am bored.I read book,watch TV,visit here,help my mum ... Everyday is same of other one.I must discover new hobbies.Have you any idea about it ?

Keep in touch ! See ya ... :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 27 January-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on January 27, 2009, 02:00:55 pm

How fab to have a great day with your old friends :D I love turkish food and turkish delight ::) Sometimes doing the same things day in, day out does get annoying. Why don't you go swimming if you have a local pool, maybe with your friends, go to the cinema, go shopping the whole day, go to a beach

Enjoy :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 27 January-2009)
Post by: maryd on January 27, 2009, 02:33:31 pm

Meeting up with all your old friends sounds great! I think I've played Taboo before - is that the game where you have a card with a word on it and you have to give clues to the other players without using certain words (that are also on the card)? I'm glad you had a nice time at your grandparent's house. :)

As for being bored, why not have a LOTR movie marathon? :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 27 January-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on January 27, 2009, 02:38:07 pm

What a fab idea do that Seyma, that is something I must do actually cant believe I havent yet :)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 27 January-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on January 29, 2009, 08:54:22 am

[quote author=miss sixty link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=90#msg1174172 date=1233082855]
How fab to have a great day with your old friends :D I love turkish food and turkish delight ::) Sometimes doing the same things day in, day out does get annoying. Why don't you go swimming if you have a local pool, maybe with your friends, go to the cinema, go shopping the whole day, go to a beach

Enjoy :-*
[/quote]

[color=Green]Hey !!! Have you ever eaten any Turkish food ? Whats its name ? ;D
We have a local pool in our city.I can go ... But,I think,it is boring for me.Cause,I don't know swimming well ! :-[ Go to beach ?? Hun,our city is in middle of Turkey.We haven't sea here ! ... Go shopping and cinema are best idea.I can try them ! Thanks ... :-*[/color]

[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=90#msg1174172 date=1233082855]Meeting up with all your old friends sounds great! I think I've played Taboo before - is that the game where you have a card with a word on it and you have to give clues to the other players without using certain words (that are also on the card)? I'm glad you had a nice time at your grandparent's house.

As for being bored, why not have a LOTR movie marathon?[/quote]

[color=Green]Yes,you are right ! Taboo is a great game.Maybe,I can buy it and play with my brother and cousins ! It will be funny ! ;D
LOTR marathon ? It is one of best ideas ... Thanks sweet ! .. :-*

short update ! ;D

I am searching good love movies.I am gonna meet my old best friends at my home.We thought and decided to watch movie.They prefer love or horror movies.I hate horror movies.So,I must find good love movies.Have you any advice about best love movies ? I found these love movies as best on Internet : " City of angels,sweet november,An Autumn in New York,Notting Hill,The English Patient " ... And,I need very different idea still to save myself these boring days ! ... :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 29 January-2009)
Post by: maryd on January 29, 2009, 01:59:36 pm

Don't really know many romantic films...I'll have a think for you. :)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 29 January-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on January 29, 2009, 02:28:46 pm

I have ate turkish food in singapore, christchurch and dunedin. chicken on sticks in singaporevery filing. here in nz chicken kebabs, different breads with dips. and turkish delight for dessert. :)

Romance comedies.. Never been kissed, wedding crashers, the girl next door, sliding doors, wedding singer, romeo and juliet(leo dicaprio one), pretty in pink :D

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 29 January-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on January 30, 2009, 08:18:43 am

[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=90#msg1174289 date=1233255576]
Don't really know many romantic films...I'll have a think for you. :)
[/quote]

Please think ! I need advice for movies,hun ! ... :-*

[quote author=miss sixty link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=90#msg1174289 date=1233255576]I have ate turkish food in singapore, christchurch and dunedin. chicken on sticks in singaporevery filing. here in nz chicken kebabs, different breads with dips. and turkish delight for dessert.

Romance comedies.. Never been kissed, wedding crashers, the girl next door, sliding doors, wedding singer, romeo and juliet(leo dicaprio one), pretty in pink [/quote]

[color=Green]Yeah ... Kebab is one of delicious Turkish foods.And I am fond of Turkish delight really ... You should try more Turkish foods.Delicious,filling and healty ! ;D

OMG ! There are alot movies.Thanks much sweet ! But,I wanna cry ... Have you got any advice other romantic comedies ? ... Only romantic and love please ! ... :-*[/color]

[color=Green]update ...

I am bored bored bored bored ... I wanna connect with my friends through my mobile.But,I have no money.So,I need money to send message from my mobile ! :( ... I helped my little sister in English about 2 hours ago.OMG ! She is really bad in it.I hope,I could help her ! Whhaaaaa ! I would be a translator or an English teacher ... :'( But,I admit,if I was an English teacher,I would be cruel for exams and I would ask hard questions ... ::) I talked about my this old dream 2 days ago.He said " perhaps,you are able to be a translator if you go to an English course and complete your education as succesful ! " It is great news.I must be a translator as extra job.I am really fond of learning new foreign languages ! ... So,my english is good and german isn't bad ! ... My this summer plans are going language courses to make my english and german better.I will go to language courses to learn french and spanish next or next next summer ! ... It will be wonderful.Actually,it would be more wonderful if I could go to another country (England,USA,France,Spain ...) to learn foreign languages ! ... But,that is impossible now ! So,I will be a translator who can talk 5 languages ! ... :o I am gonna visit my aunt and cousins with my family this evening.I hope,it will be a change for me ! Cause,I am sooooooooo bored still ! ... P.S : My brother makes me angry ! Because,he plays with his socks to do a football match at home.I cannot believe,he is 16 years old and like a little child ! >:( ... Keep in touch,see you and waitin' comments ! ... :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 30 January-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on January 30, 2009, 02:03:09 pm

Brothers are so annoying aren't they ;)

Titanic is a sad movie! I always get tearful as the ship starts to sink..

You sure will gain experience learning all those languages ;D

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 30 January-2009)
Post by: maryd on January 31, 2009, 05:57:55 am

Good luck with learning new languages, Seyma!

Don't get to angry with your brother - I have two little sisters and they're always messing about and acting silly. It's easier to ignore them. :P

Turkish food sounds nice - I don't think I've ever eaten it. :)

Hope you have fun at your aunt and uncle's house.

More films...hmmm....Have you seen Mamma Mia? That's supposed to be pretty good....

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 30 January-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on February 04, 2009, 10:52:39 am

[quote author=miss sixty link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=90#msg1174411 date=1233342189]
Brothers are so annoying aren't they ;)

Titanic is a sad movie! I always get tearful as the ship starts to sink..

You sure will gain experience learning all those languages ;D
[/quote]

[color=Green]Yes,he always makes me angry !!! ... >:(

Titanic ... Hun,I agree ... I watched it 3 times and it is one of my fave movies ... ! :(

Hope,I will learn all of these languages ! :-*[/color]

[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=90#msg1174411 date=1233342189]Good luck with learning new languages, Seyma!

Don't get to angry with your brother - I have two little sisters and they're always messing about and acting silly. It's easier to ignore them.

Turkish food sounds nice - I don't think I've ever eaten it.

Hope you have fun at your aunt and uncle's house.

More films...hmmm....Have you seen Mamma Mia? That's supposed to be pretty good....[/quote]

[color=Green]Thanks ! I think,it won't be a problem learning new languages ! ;D

Sweet ... I wanna kill my brother and little sister sometimes.Yeah,they are acting silly too ! Thats very hard to be oldest sibling ! :-\

Mamma mia ?? Why not ? We have decided to watch " P.S : I love you " and i can rent also " Mamma mia " Did you watch " P.S : I love you " ?? :-*[/color]


Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 03 February-2009)
Post by: maryd on February 05, 2009, 01:43:17 pm

I haven't seen Mamma Mia or PS I Love You, but my friends say they're both very good.

What languages would you like to learn?

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 03 February-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on February 06, 2009, 09:51:09 am

[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=90#msg1174932 date=1233859397]
I haven't seen Mamma Mia or PS I Love You, but my friends say they're both very good.

What languages would you like to learn?
[/quote]

[color=Green]OK ! Thanks ... I hope,I will rent both ... ;D

Actually ... if I had enough time and money,I would learn all foreign languages in world ! I wanna have a licence for english and german at first.Yes,I can talk them a bit.But,I must learn better and have a licence being a translator.Then,I wanna learn French and Spanish or Japanese.If I can talk 5 languages,it will be brillant ! ... ::) ::)[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 03 February-2009)
Post by: maryd on February 06, 2009, 11:58:25 am

I speak French and I love it - it's a beautiful language. I'd love to learn japanese, so good luck!

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 03 February-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on February 10, 2009, 07:02:52 am

[color=Green]Update !!! ...

I am very depressed ... Cause,my school is gonna start after 10 days again.Cause,I haven't slept well for 3-4 days.Cause,I am soooooooo bored.Cause,the weather is rainy and dark and it makes me upset ! ... OMG !!! I have 1 ton problems to be depressed.I think,I am one of most negative ppl in the world.I wanna be more positive.But,I cannot success it.I have alot nonsense thought and habits.So,I make my and my family's life terrible ! ... My closest friend has gone for her school.My other friends are busy.DAMN ! ... I must find new ways to be better and happy.But how ?? Keep in touch ! LY ! ... :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 10 February-2009)
Post by: maryd on February 10, 2009, 01:18:21 pm

Aw, please don't feel down. I know the weather can affect our feelings - it rains almost every day here at this time of the year. maybe you could try your hand at some more cooking? Or why not go online and start learning a new language? You can sometimes find tutorials and things for free on the internet. Good luck! :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 10 February-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on February 12, 2009, 08:38:00 am

[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=105#msg1175335 date=1234289901]
Aw, please don't feel down. I know the weather can affect our feelings - it rains almost every day here at this time of the year. maybe you could try your hand at some more cooking? Or why not go online and start learning a new language? You can sometimes find tutorials and things for free on the internet. Good luck! :-*
[/quote]

hey Sweet ! ... Yes,this is wonderful idea.I can try ! ... I have started reading a new book.It is " sleeping murder by Agatha Cristie " Have you ever read it ? You should read.Its an exciting and interesting book ... Yeah,I know,its rainy always there.Fortunalety,its better and sunny nowadays ! ... If you can let me,can I ask a question ? What is your city's name ? (This is a better question,where do you live - city - ? ) And ... I am really lucy that I have a friend like you ! ... :-* :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 03 February-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on February 12, 2009, 03:12:04 pm

[quote author=*SkyDreamer* link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=90#msg1175310 date=1234267372]
[color=Green]Update !!! ...

I am very depressed ... Cause,my school is gonna start after 10 days again.Cause,I haven't slept well for 3-4 days.Cause,I am soooooooo bored.Cause,the weather is rainy and dark and it makes me upset ! ... OMG !!! I have 1 ton problems to be depressed.I think,I am one of most negative ppl in the world.I wanna be more positive.But,I cannot success it.I have alot nonsense thought and habits.So,I make my and my family's life terrible ! ... My closest friend has gone for her school.My other friends are busy.DAMN ! ... I must find new ways to be better and happy.But how ?? Keep in touch ! LY ! ... :-*[/color]
[/quote]

Please dont feel depressed Seyma it isnt good for you, I should know :-* Try to take life as it comes and be happy for all the little things in your life :)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 10 February-2009)
Post by: jen10 on February 12, 2009, 03:17:13 pm

your myspace rocks, sky! ;D

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 10 February-2009)
Post by: maryd on February 13, 2009, 04:59:52 am

Hey Seyma! I've never read Agatha Christie, but maybe I will start - my friend has read a lot of her books and she really likes them. :)

My city is called Derry, in Northern Ireland. It's fairly small, but I like it.

Elizabeth is right, just try and be happy for all the good things in your life. I hope you feel happier soon. :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 10 February-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on February 14, 2009, 09:58:49 am

[color=Green]Elizabeth - Its great to see you again sweet.You are right.Thanks for your advice ! ... :-*

Jen - Hey welcome to my journal lol ... I always wait your comments ! ...

Mary - You should read " Agatha Christie " hun ! ... I bought one of her books.Its name is " At Betraw's Hotel " ... I am exciting to read it ! :)

I never heard your city's name.I am sure,there is a nice city ! I like living small places ! ... Hope,I can visit there someday ! ...

Thanks hun ! I am better now ... My school is gonna start after 1 week.DAMN ! :( But,I cannot stop time ... ;) Luv ya sweet ! ... :-*

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY !!! ... I know,I am asking alot questions.But,have you got valentine now ? And I wanna learn what love means for you ? :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 14 February-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on February 14, 2009, 01:23:06 pm

Your so welcome Seyma :-*

We dont do much for valentines day if anything at all probably because we are married and know we love each other ::)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 14 February-2009)
Post by: maryd on February 15, 2009, 05:33:15 am

I hope you enjoy your new book Seyma. I hate going back to school after a holiday but you'll soon settle back in. :)

Happy Valentine's Day for you too! I don't have a boyfriend. But for me, love is when someone loves you without question, and nothing you do can stop them loving you. :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 14 February-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on February 16, 2009, 09:07:19 am

[color=Green]Elizabeth - Congrats ! ... I am happy that you have got a great marriage ! ... :-*

Mary - Thanks sweet ... I think,I will finish my book tomorrow.And its really hard to settle back in.Especially,I have to get up earlier.I hope,I can success and must be more positive ! ...

Me too ! :P But,I am sure that I am gonna find right time to have a real and serious boyfriend.You explained excellent what love means.For me ... " Love is endless and it means to live happier ! " :-* :-*

Update ... :D

It have snowed for 5-6 hours and everywhere is white now.Thats very romantic and it reminds me my old days.I have missed my old friends,school and teachers really.I hope,they remember me too ! ... And its windy.Wind is blustering snow ! I think,you can feel better if you look outside and this white natural cloth.I always dream more to have a little home which has got a pretty green garden and play snowball with my friends.I admit,there are no houses with garden.Everywhere is full of apartments.And I live in a flat ! :( I hate all apartments.They'r boring and look terrible.Perhaps,I can have a small home with garden someday ...

I am afraid forgetting my german.Cause,I haven't talked german since I graduated from my high school.Now,I haven't any class or something about german and my friends are far away from me ! :( I must discover something practicing my german.I am lucky that I can talk english here ! ... ;)

Yes ... I have got school after 6 days.I cannot comment more about it.I must be positive and I know,I can't stop time ! ... ;D

I visited my uncle last friday.My male cousin is back,he was in another city for his education.Hes very lucky.Cause,he will graduate from his uni this summer.And his english is really great.Actually,this is normal.Because,his all classes are in english ! I hope,I can graduate like him someday ! ...

And ... I am searching a photoshop worm or volunteer for my new set :D Because,I wanna have a new signature and avatar.I never have learnt photoshop.DAMN ! ... Its very very hard ! ... >:(

I forgot to tell about it ! ... I have learnt my all marks.They aren't bad.And my marks average (I amn't sure,this is right word or not ! ;D) is 3.3 ... Its normal.Cause,4.0 is best ! ...

I always wait you comments.Keep in touch ! ... :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 16 February-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on February 16, 2009, 01:10:52 pm

great to read another update from you Seyma. I hope you get a dream house with garden too :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 16 February-2009)
Post by: Lanta the Gemstar on February 16, 2009, 08:45:08 pm

Congratualtions on your good marks Seyma :D I hope things go well for you when you return to school. :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 16 February-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on February 20, 2009, 08:27:23 am

[color=Green]Elizabeth - yeah ... i hope,my dreams will be true ! ...

Gem - Thanks hun ! Its great to see ya in my thread ! ...

Updateeee ! ...

There are only 3 days starting my school.I cannot believe ! ... I have had 1.5 months holiday and it is finishing ! ... Time is very fast.If I stopped it ! ... I am afraid,I cannot visit here much when my school starts.I know,I have nonsense fears.Now ... My hope is having a better school term ! ... ::)

I have a new set ! (Signature and avatar) Wooohaaaa ! ... Do you like it ? Thanks to seb88 from fanmail.biz for my set ! ...

It is very cold and snowy.I admit,I don't like winter.But,I know,every season has got different beauties ! ... My fave seasons are spring and summer ! ... I am unlucky.My school is gonna start and it is colder ! ... I am waiting for hotter days ! ...

I must go hairdresser nowadays.I don't like it.So,I am more different then other girls.Because,my eyebrow needs cutting ! ...

Keep in touch,luv ya ! ... :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 20 February-2009)
Post by: maryd on February 20, 2009, 12:21:59 pm

Hey Seyma!

Your definition of love is really sweet! I hope you find the boy of your dreams one day!

The snow sounds beautiful. I love snow - it makes everywhere look so clean!

I'm sure your old friends remember you and miss you as much as you miss them. I hope you get to see them soon!

Why don't you try joining a German site like A+F, so you can practice your German?

Your new set is really nice, I love that photo!

Congratulations on your marks! I hope the next term at school goes as well for you. :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 20 February-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on February 20, 2009, 02:34:26 pm

I used to love school hols but isnt good when it comes to an end :P

I dont mind getting my haircut but why you need eyebrow cutting..?

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 20 February-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on February 22, 2009, 08:43:54 am

[color=Green]Mary - Yes ... I hope,we can find boy of our dreams ... ! ;)

Snow ... I said " I don't like it much " ! But,you are right that snow can clean everywhere.And,it can kill germs too ! ... :P

I hope sweet ... I need meet my old friends.It would be wonderful ! ...

Thats excellent idea to join a site in german.I will do it ! ... Thanks ...

Thanks sweet ... I hope,my next term is gonna be better for my marks and everything ! ... ;D

Elizabeth - Yeah ... I hate school ! But,you know,its a part of our life ! ...

Eyebrow cutting ? Its done ! ... I dunno why I need it.I think,my eyebrow is so thick and messy ! ... :D P.S : It is very hard to write your name.Its so long hun ! ... ;D

And ... I am sorry.I think,I cannot visit here much.Cause,today is my last day of holiday ! ... I am able to be online next friday again.I'll miss you ! ... :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 22 February-2009)
Post by: Misz_Mii on February 22, 2009, 12:03:11 pm

Aww Seymaa!!

School indeed is part of our lifes, but hey, we can complain, right?? :P

I cut my eyebrows too, because my eyeborw-hairs are so long lol.

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 22 February-2009)
Post by: maryd on February 23, 2009, 02:39:56 pm

Hope your day at school was OK - whenever I have a holiday I never want to go back to school, but when I get there and see all my friends I cheer up. :)

See you on Friday! :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 22 February-2009)
Post by: jen10 on February 23, 2009, 03:56:48 pm

oh ho ho, join the club! i hate school...i know hate is a strong word...but i do hate it! :D ;D so, we can complain together...

I HATE SCHOOOLLLL!!!! AHHHH, I HATE IT SO BAD!
now, other people can complain with me. ;D

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 22 February-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on February 24, 2009, 09:01:00 am

[color=Green]Pam - Yeah ... We can COMPLAIN hun ! ... :P

Mary - Yes ... My days aren't bad in school.I spent 2 days of second term.Actually,my all friends haven't been back just.Cause,some of my friends cities are far away and they wanna spand more time with their families.So,they will be back later ...

Friday ? Sweet ! ... Good news ! ... I think,we haven't hard classes first week.So,I can visit here when I have time at home ! ... :-*

Jen - We can open a group which calls " I hate school ! ... " Yeah,I HATE IT SOOOOOOO BAD !!!!! ...

little updating ... ;D

I spent 2 days of my schools second term.They aren't bad ... We haven't any hard classes for first week.But,I am sure,my classes are gonna be harder next weeks.I hope,everything will be ok ! ...

I got my student identy card yesterday.My photo which is on my ID card is terrible ! ... They could use my lastest and better photo ! ... >:(

And ... I wonder,is there somebody who I can talk german with ? ... ;D

Hallo ! ... Ich möchte Deutsch sprechen hier.Kannst du mir helfen ? ... ;D ;)

Keep in touch ! ... See you ... :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 24 February-2009)
Post by: Misz_Mii on February 24, 2009, 09:18:10 am

Seyma ich spreche ein bisschen Deutsch, aber ich finde es auch schwierig ;) Aber ich möchte es gern versuchen :)

Good for you school isn't too hard yet. :D If you just keep on going to class everything should be more than fine, right

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 24 February-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on February 24, 2009, 09:31:08 am

[quote author=Young&Desperate 4Attention{DA} link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=120#msg1176496 date=1235485090]
Seyma ich spreche ein bisschen Deutsch, aber ich finde es auch schwierig ;) Aber ich möchte es gern versuchen :)

Good for you school isn't too hard yet. :D If you just keep on going to class everything should be more than fine, right
[/quote]

Ich bin glücklich ... Ich habe eine Freundin wer Deutsch sprechen kann.Dein Deutsch ist nicht schlect nach meiner meinung ! ... Und,wir können unser Deutsch zusammen entwickeln ? ... ;D

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 24 February-2009)
Post by: maryd on February 24, 2009, 02:54:15 pm

I'm glad school wasn't too bad and that you had time to come here. :)

I know what you mean about the identity card. I got my card from the electoral register through yesterday and the photo is really ugly. :P


Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 24 February-2009)
Post by: Misz_Mii on February 24, 2009, 03:43:35 pm

[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=120#msg1176542 date=1235505255]
I know what you mean about the identity card. I got my card from the electoral register through yesterday and the photo is really ugly. :P
[/quote]

Why are pictures for school passes and identity cards never pretty? :P

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 24 February-2009)
Post by: maryd on February 25, 2009, 01:28:05 pm

[quote author=Young&Desperate 4Attention{DA} link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=120#msg1176549 date=1235508215]
[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=120#msg1176542 date=1235505255]
I know what you mean about the identity card. I got my card from the electoral register through yesterday and the photo is really ugly. :P
[/quote]

Why are pictures for school passes and identity cards never pretty? :P
[/quote]


I know, it's so typical. I don't own any ID with a nice photo. :P

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 24 February-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on February 27, 2009, 03:13:12 pm

[color=Green]Mary - Yes,I am fine that I haven't any lessons this week.We have only " chemistry and maths " for this week ... ;D Unfortunalety,we have again physics and chemistry experimets next week ! I hate this ID cards too.My God ! ... I look like a strange creature ! ... :o

Pam - Mary is right.They always use bad camera and I am tense when somebody takes my photo ! ... I have no ID card also with a nice photo ! ... >:(

Update ... :D

Today is last day of week.I spent my first week of schools 2nd term.We have any hard lessons now.Chemistry and maths teachers told some new subjects only.Cause,lots of students who are in my department haven't been back from their hometown.They always use first week of school like holiday ! ...

We have again experiments next week.Our all physics experiments are about electricity ! I hate this subject and cannot understand anything ! ... Our chemistry exam is about preparing a solution with elements.We must be careful this time.Because,if we can do something wrong,it can explode really ! ... ;D These experiments are harder than others ! ...

Wooohaaaa !!! ... I cannot believe.I think,I am sure now.I am able to be best student of chemistry departments first term.But,I have 1 rival lol ! ... Guess who ?! How an interesting coincidence ! ... My rival is he ! ... (I think,you understood ! ...) I heard that he was one student who have a AA in chemistry ! ... He he ! ... This will be a pretty rivalry.But,I am sorry,I will be BEST hun ! ... ::)

Keep in touch,see ya ! ... :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 27 February-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on February 27, 2009, 05:09:09 pm

I am glad you may be chemistry best student, well done girl :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 27 February-2009)
Post by: maryd on February 28, 2009, 05:24:31 am

I hope you manage to be the best student in your department - you're really dedicated. :)

I hope yiou enjoy your new experiments - and be careful, we wouldn't want you to blow up your uni! ;)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 27 February-2009)
Post by: Misz_Mii on March 07, 2009, 11:11:01 am

I hope you'll manage to be the best, Seyma, but don't be disappointed if you aren't, because it's not that important :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 27 February-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on March 07, 2009, 12:50:08 pm

[color=Green]Elizabeth - Thanks much ! ... :-*

Mary - No sweet ! ... I cannot success it ! ... My guessing is true now.That sweet boy is the best of our department.This is interesting.I am really curious that why always I come face to face with him ? And I cannot believe myself.Cause,I have loved somebody like me again ! ... (very hardworking ! ;D) Now,I am second or third best student in 81 students ! ... :-\

Pam - You are right ! ... I wanna success it for next term.I explained all of it above ! ... :-*

And ... I have alot alot news to tell.I will write them when I have enough time.Be patient ! ... :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 7 March-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on March 07, 2009, 09:18:26 pm

I can''t wait to read your update Seyma :)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 27 February-2009)
Post by: maryd on March 08, 2009, 06:32:05 am

[quote author=*Skydreamer* link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=120#msg1177505 date=1236448208]
[color=Green]Now,I am second or third best student in 81 students ! ... :-\
[color]
[/quote]

That's still amazing! If I were you, I'd be thrilled with that! And you're doing your best, which is all the matters. :)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 7 March-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on March 13, 2009, 03:04:24 pm

[color=Green]Finally update ! ...

School has started 3 weeks ago.OMG ! ... Time is quickly really ! ... Actually,I have alot things to tell.But,I dunno,how I can make best sentences ...

He has been back to school after 1 week of schools starting.I haven't known where he is from yet.But,I guess,his hometown is far away here.Cause,he suspended school ! ...

He is still same like me.Holiday didn't change anything.But,I am glad,I rarely see him when he smokes ! Perhaps,he wanna quit his this habit ! ...

I always go away places where he is in ... Cause,I am always disgraced and have clumsiness when I see him ! ... But,I cannot keep away from looking him in class.I must be together in class,of course ... I stand in wonder and my friends sometimes poke me " hey,wake up,teacher is looking to you ! ... We dunno,what happened ? We are in class ! ... " And one of my closest friend said " if you continue looking at him,he will understand something about your feeling ... " ...

I know only someting about luv.Its very hard.I always have huge nausea,stomachache and dizziness.Because,I see him every day and am very odd.I have these interesting problems in this term.One of my best friends said " I think,you have fallen in love more ... " ....

He went to our group yesterday when we were in lab.I think,he wanted to help us about experiment (cause,hes best student !) and told,asked something about experiment next to me a long time ! ... I saw his blue eyes and hair better.And I thuoght that I will have a heart attack ! ... I admit,I liken him to Edward Cullen some ... :P

I lived a disppointment last week.I couldn't physics experiments exam and couldn't do experiment.I swear,I studied alot and was knowing everything.But,teacher said " I cannot do anything for your group.That isn't interested in your studyings.Thats my idea ... " Teacher was unfair to us ! ... :(

I am afraid,I have my old old habits again.Cause,I don't wanna go somewhere alone and am very very very very exciting when I have exams.No !!!!!! I don't wanna be back old time.Thats very bad ! ... :( I am sure,I have panic-attack and an appointment to psychologist finally ! ... Please tell your best wishes for me and I hope,everything is gonna be better day to day ! ....

Keep in touch.Waiting new comments ! ... :-*[/color]


Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 13 March-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on March 15, 2009, 05:25:00 pm

Great to read a new update Seyma, glad to hear you fall in love I hope he feels the same..dont stress over your exams hun I am sure you will do fine :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 13 March-2009)
Post by: maryd on March 17, 2009, 04:42:43 am

Hey there Seyma!

Hang in there - if you keep studying, things will become clearer. If not, ask your teacher - I'm sure they'd be happy to help.

I always get really nervous before exams too - but it's better to be nervous than not, I think. You get an adrenaline rush and it helps you perform better. :-*


Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 13 March-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on March 17, 2009, 11:04:21 am

[color=Green]Elizabeth - Hun,luv is very very hard ! ... I am sure that I can do my best.But,my stress ... It ruins my all dreams ... >:(

Mary - You should be relax and sure Sweet.I always study.I don't escape studying never.You are right.Not teacher ... But,I need a psychologist ...

You are right again.We need some nervous before exams.Thats normal.But,my stress isn't normal.Its odd and damages me ! ... Please pray for me ! ... :(

little update ...

I had bad stomachache on Monday.It was different ache.I had nausea also.When I was back home,it was worse and i was in bed all day.I was very sick and bad.I couldn't eat anything.Only I drank juice,took a medicine ... And I had temparature ...

I didn't go to school today.Cause,I had to go doctor.I admit,I lived diffrent events,I have never lived in a hospital.I told my all complaints : Nausea,stomachache ... Doctor examined me with a interesting thing.I think,she saw my stomach with it.After,she put a big hose,that has a small camera,in my mouth and said " please gulp it when I say ... " ... I did it.But,i felt very sick.Nurse said to doctor " I inserted about 50 centimeters ... " and doctor replied " please insert more below ! ... " I cannot believe,they inserted a big hose in my stomach.That is like a joke ! Doctor said " people,who are older than you,cannot endure this operation.You are very strong and patient ! ... I have throatache still.Cause,I gulped a big hose.Its name is " endoscopy " as medical.Perhaps,you heard its name before.Diagnosis ? ... Yeah,I have reflu and inflammation in my duedonum.I hope,I will be better ! ...

Keep in touch.Luv ya everybody ! ... (Espacially Mary and my all friends !) Waitin' your comments ... :) :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 17 March-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on March 17, 2009, 04:27:02 pm

hope you are better soon Seyma, relax and will see you on here soon :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 17 March-2009)
Post by: maryd on March 18, 2009, 03:43:05 pm

Seyma, I hope you are feeling better soon! I would be useless at swallowing that hose, I can't even swallow tablets! :P The doctor's right, you must be really brave! :)

Hope your nerves get better before exams. :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 17 March-2009)
Post by: Lanta the Gemstar on March 20, 2009, 04:00:43 am

Aww, poor you Seyma! :(

The inflammation, is that like a stomach ulcer? They can be caused by too much stress.

I'll pray for you sweets, and hope you feel better soon. :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 17 March-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on March 20, 2009, 02:45:54 pm

[color=Green]Elizabeth : Thanks hun.I am better now ! ... I am trying to be relax.But,I am afraid,I cannot success ! ... :(

Mary : Thanks much Sweet.Fortunalety,I am better ... I am sure,if you believe,you can swallow a hose or tablets also.That isn't very hard.Ya know,being healty is most important.My mum is same of you.She can't even swallow her tablets and when she can swallow,drinks a million glass of water ! ... ;D

And,I also hope,my nerves will be better as soon as I can ! ... :(

Gem : Inflammation ? Yes ... But,stomach ulcer is worse and more dangerous than that.If I amn't more careful,my disease is able to be ulcer ! ... You are right ! My stress ruin everything in my life.DAMN ! ...

Yeah ... I need your prayer really.Thanks much ! ... :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 20 March-2009)
Post by: maryd on March 21, 2009, 07:05:26 am

I'm glad to hear you are feeling a bit better.

When I had to take tablets a few years ago, I had to break them up and hide the powder in chocolate mousse. :P

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 20 March-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on March 27, 2009, 04:32:43 pm

[color=Green]Mary - Yeah,I am better Sweet ! ...

Really ? ... Tablets in chocolate mousse ? :o I know,tablets taste awfuler when you tread them ! ... ;D

I wanna update and write everything.But,I don't have enough time now.I hope,I will do it tomorrow ... :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 20 March-2009)
Post by: maryd on March 28, 2009, 07:14:38 am

[quote author=*Skydreamer* link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=135#msg1178423 date=1238185963]
[color=Green]
Really ? ... Tablets in chocolate mousse ? :o I know,tablets taste awfuler when you tread them ! ... ;D
[/color]
[/quote]

I know, I just couldn't swallow them. :P

Look forward to your update.

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 20 March-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on April 04, 2009, 02:12:31 pm

[color=Green]i am sorry for late updating ... I am back and hey again ! ... You know,I have to be interested in my school,experiments and classes ! ... :-*

UPDATTTTEEEEEEE !!! ... *yay*

Thats very odd ... My feeling ... I feel happy,upset,exciting,depressed.It is misc.I am sure about something,I have fallen in luv deeply,madly and truly ! ... (Pam's quote =D) Now,I can feel my hearts beats really and I always hear his talks and see his face (especially eyes) in my head.I think,this is most different emotion which I have ...
On Tuesday ... He went next to me and my friends when we were waiting chemistry experiments.We were studying for experiment.Actually,I bend my head,hide my eyes and leave there when he is in same place with me.I didn't escape this time.He asked some questions about experiment.My 2 friends answered and he continued his questions.But,his next questions were odd and so simple.Eveybody can know their answers and he is best of our class.I am sure,he know also.I think,he wanna hear me and talk through questions ... I dunno anything.my head is soooooo confused .... I know something,I luv him much ! ... :-\
And ... I am afraid,I have my old,terrible fears again.I hate myself !!!! ... I couldn't pass experiments exam this week.I was very upset.I amn't a lazy student.I swear,I studied everything.I hope,my life is gonna be better day to day ! ... :( :-*
See you ! ... Keep in touch !!! :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 04 April-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on April 05, 2009, 05:14:36 pm

Glad to read another update seyma, luv, eh. hope he feelsthe same about you and asks you out ;) don't worry about your exam. good luck for your next one :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 04 April-2009)
Post by: maryd on April 10, 2009, 06:32:32 am

We all hve bad days when nothing seems to go right. Don't worry abot not getting the experiment right - you can always try again. I hope this boy asks you out too. ;)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 04 April-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on April 11, 2009, 03:04:34 pm

[color=Green]Elizabeth - I amn't sure that he has same feeling like me or not ! ... I hope,everything is gonna have right way ... Thanks for your best wishes.MY last exam was better.But,I am still bad and odd ... :(

Mary - Thanks much sweet.You always make me happier and more positive.Hope,my all these bad fears are gonna leave me if I can success ... About him ? I dunno anything.But,I have new information about him,where he is from ... ! ... :-*

I am gonna try updating as soon as possible ... ;)[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 04 April-2009)
Post by: Misz_Mii on April 12, 2009, 10:37:15 am

Hey there, it's been a while since I last commented ::)

But this guy... Hmm why can't you just talk to him? answer his questions... I know it's hard to go up to someone and just talk but when he asks you stuff, you can just answer, right?

What's up with those old fears and you feeling odd? Where do they come from? I read that you went to see a psychologist, are you okay? Do you want to talk about it? PM me, okay... I'm here for you :-*

PS: It's nice to see a quote of mine in your journal, haha

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 04 April-2009)
Post by: Culpie on April 12, 2009, 03:32:01 pm

Seyma, you should be VERY proud of yourself for handling your Endoscopy so well! :-* Good job! My coworker just had it done and they put her to sleep for the procedure. You are a very brave and strong girl to swallow that tube. I honestly don't think I could. I hope your Reflux gets better soon. It is a very painful thing...I had it before years ago. :-*

Don't call yourself dumb and feel bad because your experiments aren't working. When I took chemistry mine never worked either....and I too studied really hard. I understand your frustration. Keep your chin up and keep trying. I know you will succeed...don't be afraid to ask for help. Sounds like the boy you like is trying to help you. Don't be shy....ask him questions. It is a great way to help you understand chemistry AND get to know him a little better. ;D

Keep us posted! You are right, love is a funny thing. It can be wonderful and complicated all at the same time. ;)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 04 April-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on April 17, 2009, 03:39:53 pm

[color=Green]Pam - Hey ! Welcome bak hun ... Talking to him ? OMG ! ... I am sure,if I try it,I can have heart attack and lose myself ! ... ::) But,I forgot something ... Read new update ! ...

My fears ? They make me very depressed and confused really.I dunno,where they come from and they have changed my life ... :( Yeah,I went to a psychologst.But,she gave me a new appointment ! ... :-\ They are so odd and i amn't okay still.Thanks hun ! ... :-*

Culpie - Hi hun ! Its great to see you again ! ... Yeah ... Endoscopy was very hard.But,I succeed it ! ... I am sure,if you had to do,you would swallow it ! ... Perhaps,I am a strong girl about that.But,I can't control myself,my fears and my feelings.I must be also strong about them ! :( I am sorry for you ... Is your reflu better now ? Yes,I hope,it will get better soon.Ah ! If I were a doctor,I could treat myself.Its in my dreams still .... :-\

Thanks ... I am trying to smile.But,my classes and experiments are very hard really.Now,I have only 4 experiments to success.We have 22 experiments for this year.Have you ever done an experiment ? ... Yeah,he wanna help everyone.Cause,he is number one of our class.Yeah,its a good way connecting him and for my classes (:P) ! ... ;D Love ... Its incredible ! ... :-*

little update ... ;)

There is a new thing.2 days ago ... I was going to school with my friend.He said us " good morning ! " and I said also " good morning ! " ... I cannot believe myself how I succeed it and i lost myself all day.Cause,I looked into his eyes first time ! ... OMG ! These blue eyes melt me ! ... ::)

I have english and physics exam this week.They make me depressed and worried.I wanna LEAVE these stupid thoughts and fears soon !!!!!!!!!!! :-\ Cause,they always ruin my all study and labour.I need your best wishes ... :-*

Keep in touch ... ;)[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 17 April-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on April 17, 2009, 11:46:39 pm

Hey Seyma, good luck with your exams babe! :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 17 April-2009)
Post by: maryd on April 18, 2009, 04:29:35 am

Good luck with your exams Seyma - do your best. :-* I'm glad you managed to talk to this boy. :)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 17 April-2009)
Post by: Misz_Mii on April 18, 2009, 10:47:12 am

Good luck sweetie!! We know you can do it, you're obviously a very good student!

Wow, saying good morning seems to be a big achievement :D I'm happy for you. He's obviously interested, if I hear these things. He tries to talk to you and get your attention... Work it, girl!!

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 17 April-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on April 22, 2009, 05:29:24 pm

[color=Green]Elizabeth-Thanks hun ! ... But,something happened badly about my exams ... :(

Mary-Thanks sweet ! ... I don't know what I will do.I must think and decide best ! ... :-*

Pam-Thanks hun ! You make me shy.I amn't so good student ! ... ::)

Are you serious ? ... He is interested in me ? I don't know.He's interesting really.I pray for best thing ! ... :-*

AND ...

yes ... An unlucky event happened about my exam.I am still depressed about it and don't wanna tell.When I feel better,I am gonna share it.Keep in touch and best wishes please ! ... :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 22 April-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on April 22, 2009, 05:50:09 pm

Hope you are okay hun I am awaiting your next update :-* pm me wnenever you want to!

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 22 April-2009)
Post by: maryd on April 23, 2009, 12:26:15 pm

Hey Seyma. Don't be upset about your exam. If you need to talk to someone, PM me. :)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 22 April-2009)
Post by: Misz_Mii on April 23, 2009, 04:23:47 pm

Exams are always a pain in the ass and let me tell you, even if you screwed up, it's okay. We're humans, nobody can get straight A's all the time.

Don't feel too bad cutiepie

:-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 22 April-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on May 01, 2009, 01:24:21 pm

[color=Green]Elizabeth - Thanks hun ! ... I amn't bad ... ;) :-*

Mary - I am trying to be positive ... I hope,I can success ! ... And thats bad event about my exam : I was very very sick and I had depression much about it.Then you can guess my terrible situation.I CANNOT GO FOR ONE OF MY EXAMS ! My mark is " 0 " now.It makes me very upset.How can I make everything better ? :( :'( ... I need talk really.But,I dunno how I can translate my all feeling in English ... ;D

Pam - You are right ! ... I hate all of these exams.I wanna pass them with good marks as soon as I can.Thanks sweet ! ... :-* And ... There is good news.My english mark is 98/100.It makes me better ! ...

And ..... Update is cominggggggg ... ;)[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 22 April-2009)
Post by: Misz_Mii on May 01, 2009, 01:36:56 pm

Gosh, 98/100!! That's amazingly high!! Congratulations!! :D

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 22 April-2009)
Post by: maryd on May 01, 2009, 02:06:30 pm

It's a shame that you've done so much work and then you were sick. But at least you tried. :)

Hey, and congratulations on your English mark - that's brilliant! :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 22 April-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on May 01, 2009, 02:22:54 pm

[color=Green]Thanks Pam and Mary ... ;)

P.S : I don't wanna tell about my exams,classes now.Actually,there isn't any important thing to tell about them and they make me depressed,upset ...

At first I wanna say something ...

I luv him sssssssssssssssssooooooooooooooooooo much.I cannot tell it and " luv " (as word) isn't enough to explain my feeling ...


Perhaps,you can feel that my hands are trembling when I am writing these sentences.Cause,I am telling about **m.My luv is getting strong day to day.Thats odd.Because,I don't have any interest or something like it from him ! ... 2 days ago ... he wore a sweet white shirt and had delicious parfume.I admit,I have fallen in luv again when I saw him that day ! ... And ... I have realized something new.He has same face and eyes with Elijah,he reminds me Lij and my friends agree also and said " hes like somebody.Who who ? Yes,Elijah Wood.My God ! ... " I cannot believe.How did I find him ? But ... Hes more handsome and prettier than Elijah ! ... ::) One of my closest friends gave me a new idea to learn more about him.We had a fake e-mail and facebook as a different girl.He accepted our friendship request and i can look everything about him now ! ... I have learnt alot new things and can look his photos also.I am haaappppyyyyy that he has no girlfriend.My closest friends visited me yesterday.And I looked all of his photos with them about 100 times.Yeah,hes more handsome and sweet than I can see.They were brillant photosssssss !!!! ... Hes more handsome than all models,actors,boys ... Especially one of his photos have burnt me really.It is like sweet e-cards or shoots of Elijah.Especially,I am affected by hiss impressive and deep blue eyes.You cannot believe that *e has same of this Elijah photo.OMG ! ... Look !!!



I see him wherever I look and swear everybody's voice and face is like his.he doesn't know but I am melting day to day.Who am I ? What happened ? ... ::) :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 01 May-2009)
Post by: Misz_Mii on May 02, 2009, 05:58:52 am

Oh wow so you have fallen head over heels in love with this guy? Aw that's so cute!! So... Are you going to act upon it? I think you should not add him through a fake adress and facebook and stuff, because that way you get to know him, but he doesn't get to know the real you and once everything comes out, you'll be hanging... Haha boys don't like things like this. But hey, you are an amazingly sweet and nice chicka, so I say, why not just talk to this boy a little bit? Do you know him or any of his friends? Do any of your friends know him? You should talk to him yourself, as yourself, not as another person. It's okay if it's just through MSN or anything.

Good luck honeypie :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 01 May-2009)
Post by: maryd on May 02, 2009, 06:25:58 am

I think it would be easier for you if you gave him your real facebook address or something. If you started talking to him on there, then maybe you'd be able to talk to him in real life better. Good luck!

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 01 May-2009)
Post by: jen10 on May 02, 2009, 01:58:28 pm

hey sky, thats wicked! wow, you found a sweet guy who looks like elijah?! lucky girl! get to know him or something. you are awesome so i'm sure he'll like you. ;D :D :)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 01 May-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on May 03, 2009, 02:16:20 am

Good english result there hun! I hope all works well with this elijah lookalike for you ;)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 01 May-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on May 15, 2009, 03:49:36 pm

[color=Green]Hey everybody ...

I am gonna update as soon as I can ... ! (when my all exams finish ...) ;)[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 01 May-2009)
Post by: maryd on May 16, 2009, 06:12:29 am

Take your time Seyma - and best of luck with your exams! :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 01 May-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on May 16, 2009, 04:41:38 pm

Looking forward to your update Seyma :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 01 May-2009)
Post by: Culpie on May 25, 2009, 01:41:20 am

Hey there, sweetpea! :) Hope your exams go really well! Wow...you got quite the good grade in English! Way to go!

I second or third the idea of adding your interest on your real facebook account. Then he could get to know you too. A lot more fun than using a fake account. ;) Plus, an interest could develop and you wouldn't have to worry about a fake account. ;D

Waiting anxiously for your next update! Good luck on those exams!

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 01 May-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on June 01, 2009, 04:11:57 pm

[color=Green]LITTLE update ... ;D

All of my first exams ended 1 week ago.My final exams started yesterday.I need your prayer still.I wanna pass my all exams and come back here.Love you girls ! ... :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 01 June-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on June 02, 2009, 02:50:50 am

Good for you Seyma! Good luck for your final exams :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 01 June-2009)
Post by: maryd on June 02, 2009, 10:36:51 am

Best of luck with those exams Seyma, work hard and I'm sure you'll do well. :)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 01 June-2009)
Post by: Culpie on June 06, 2009, 03:17:47 pm

I hope you pass your exams with flying colors, my dear! :D

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 01 June-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on June 15, 2009, 12:48:08 pm

[color=Green]I am BBBAAACCCKKK girls.Finally,my school finished.I am gonna learn my exams results.I hope,i am gonna pass my all exams ! ... Now,all updates and all replies are coming.Are you ready ? ;)

Replies are above to below ! ... ;D

Pam - Yeah hun.I am sure,I have really fallen in love.I dunno,you are right about fake account,maybe ... But,I have no way to contact with him other this one.Yes,he knows me as an other girl and I am writing my all real feeling,photo comments to him.If I decide,I can tell everything and all truths.If I didn't have any account like it,I would be in pain and worse.This imaginary girl helps me really ! ... Actually,I am waiting that he will understand everything and discover real love - me ! - through this account ... ::) To talk in real life ? OMG ! This is very very hard for me.I am afraid,I never trust in boys.I guess,he cannot understand me or show his all real thoughts and feeling.I see and know alot events like it.They decide being together forever and can keep their words during maximum 5-6 months.No no ! ... If I start a serious love with him and I must be leave him a day,I cannot endure and my life becomes unbearable.I have no idea about his feeling.I don't wanna be disappointed.Thanks hun ! ... :-*

Mary - I dunno sweet.I explained about it above.Thanks sweet ! ... :-*

Jen - You are nice.I hope,he is gonna love me really ! ... ::) :-*

Elizabeth - Thanks hun ! My english final exams result is 100/100 ! ... OMG ! I don't wait it.Incredible !!! ... :-*

Culpie - Welcome back ! Thanks much hun about my exams result ! ... No problem ! My fake account helps me much.This is really funny and best way to tell my feeling ! ... :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 15 June-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on June 15, 2009, 01:24:37 pm

[color=Green]NEWEST UPDATE ...

Actually,I can't remember what I told lastest.I have alot things to tell ...

You know,I have a fake faceb. account to contact him and learn more about him.About 1 month ago he sent me a message " hey ! Who are you ? I don't know you.But,I accepted you ! ... " I replied " I am a mysterious girl only ... " He replied again " Well,its best to be mysterious ! ... " That looks like a secret message or my feeling say me so.I told about these messages to my closest friend and she said " I think,he encourages you and is waiting to learn something real about you.Please,don't admit your real personality.I know,you love him much.But,please be patient ! I agree,to be mysterious is the best ! ... ;D " I didn't do anything other send a new message.&#305; wrote " But,everything has a enough time.I dunno,how long I can be mysterious ... :) " He replied " You are right.I cannot say anything.Time is gonna show all truths and everything ! ... :) " And today ... I sent a new message and wrote " I would wanna know you more ... " I am exciting for his reply.I wrote alot pleasent comments to his photos also ...
He is melting me really.When I see him,I am getting excited,my heart is beating more quickly,if I have an exam,I swear that I am losing myself and forgetting everything on my mind.He had a lilac t-shirt.You cannot guess,how he was sweet.Thats very strange and incredible.I have alot sentence and feeling.But,I cannot write them ! ...
Now ... My school is end.And I cannot see him during all summer.Thats very very badly and trashy ! ... :( I dunno,what I will do without him.I pray for something.I hope,he isn't gonna have a girlfriend in summer and decide to continue his education any other uni.These make me so bad,unhappy and I am ruined when I think ever ! ... I admit,I dream my all future and life with him after I see him and start living with his dream.I hope and believe,he is gonna perceive me and real love next to him.I admit,I couldn't imagine myself so.I have dream about him every every night.Finally,I feel taht I have a sweet and interesting thing in my heart that is growing day to day.I don't know its name.Its bigger than love ! ... ::)
Exams ? I passed my 5 exams.There are only 2 exams now.I am anixous abouth them and afraid.Please pray for me ! I don't wanna have bad news about them ...

These news are enough for today.I have nothing other them on my mind now.Keep in touch and you know,I love you ! ... :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 15 June-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on June 15, 2009, 03:18:01 pm

thats a lot of news Seyma! Yes it is best to be mysterious I agree. Well done on the exams! :D

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 15 June-2009)
Post by: maryd on June 16, 2009, 06:27:58 am

Congratulations in your exams Seyma - wow, you got 100/100 in English? That's amazing! :o I hope you can have a chance to talk to this boy in real life. :)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 15 June-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on June 17, 2009, 08:56:59 am

[color=Green]Elizabeth - Yes,I wanna often update it during holiday.To be mysterious ? Its so funny.But,I dunno,its bad or good ! ;D Thanks hun ! ...

Mary - Thanks much sweetie ! ... Yes,I cannot believe,I reached öy target for english exam.I am so proud of this mark ! ::) I expect having a chance to talk him also ! ...

P.S : Good news !!! ... I passed my all exams.I am very comfort and happy now.Its the time for holiday ! But,if I could see him during holiday,it would be better and dreamy holiday ! ... :'( :([/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 17 June-2009)
Post by: maryd on June 18, 2009, 06:07:41 am

That's great that you passed all your exams! Congratulations! I bet it's nice to be able to relax now. :)

You can still chat to him on Facebook, right?

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 17 June-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on June 22, 2009, 03:15:13 pm

[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=180#msg1180356 date=1245319661]
That's great that you passed all your exams! Congratulations! I bet it's nice to be able to relax now. :)

You can still chat to him on Facebook, right?
[/quote]

[color=Green]Yes ... I wanna be relax really.But,I admit,I'm sometimes bored when I am in holiday.So,I must discover new things to do ! ... ;D

Yea ... Fortunalety,I can chat to him on facebook.I sent a million photo comments and posts.I wonder ... Is he wondering,thinking who is this mysterious girl ? ... ::)[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 17 June-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on July 02, 2009, 09:13:32 am

[color=Green]I am in holiday.But,I think;I forgot that and to update here also.Sorry everyone ! ...

UpDaTe ! ...

What did I tell for lastest update ? ... Yeah,I remembered ...
I sent a message to him also " I would wanna know you more ... ! " ... And he replied " Who know ? Maybe ... " Of course,I couldn't stop myself and continue sending them.Cause,I don't never wanna break contacting with him ! ... I decided to write something as literary and wrote " I wonder about something.Are you sure that ... ? Are your dreams meaningful and sweet enough for you ? I think,you should listen yourself more ... " He replied " What are you saying ? What do this message mean ? ... And,if you don't introduce yourself,I won't never send anything and care you ! ... You don't use your real photo.So,you wanna hide yourself as profile photo.Why ? ... " I made him angry this time.But,what is my fault ? I didn't do anything wrongly.I wanna make him curiouser.Perhaps,he can approach to me some ... When I read it,I was tooo upset and depressed really.He sent first message and everyhing was going best.Now ? :( ... I thought and wrote more different and better things ... " I must hide myself.Cause,it is best for now.But,you can be sure that I haven't any bad thought and target about you.It is sometimes best to be furthest.If you don't care me ... No problem ! ... If you are happy and fine,thats enough for me.I will continue to have same sweet feelings about you ! ... And I try to continue living with my dreams which you and I are in ... ! Please,take care of yourself for me ! ... You are one of most important persons in my world ... ! " He replied again " Ok ! But,I hope,you know that you cannot have no result as a secret girl ... " I wrote " Don't wonder ! ... If I wanna and when it is the time,I am gonna have a result.Take care again ! ... ;) " ... He didn't wrote anything during 1 week.It made me sad and anxiouser.And I decided to sent one more message and I used my poet soul strongerly.I sent 2 days ago " Hi ! How are you ? ... Do you know ? ... I says myself ' Fortunalety,he joined my life ... ' Because,I learnt to be happy and sad same time piece,started to dream at nights when I watch moon and stars,accustomed to fear losing you without you,my life has changed ... And,you must know this that you gave a meaning to me and my life as moon which illuminates nights deep darkness.Perhaps,you cannot understand anything.But,time is best salve and solution ever ! ... I tell again,please work to understand me and keep in touch ! ... My feeling are true and innocent forever ! ... :( " ... He hasn't written anything yet.I am fearing much if he decided to break all contacts and write nothing ? ... It would be unbearable and terrible for me ! NO NO ! ... My God ! I cannot see him and this is 3rd weeks.But,I always see him in my dreams and think ... I couldn't guess that.I am feeling myself as a different person and an interesting creature ! ... Whhaaaaa !!!! I wanna always cry ! ... :'( :'(
Well ... Whats your idea and comments ? I need them really ! ... :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 02 July-2009)
Post by: maryd on July 02, 2009, 09:32:45 am

Seyma, I'm not an expert in this sort of thing, but I think it would be best if you told the boy who you really are. Maybe he doesn't feel safe talking to someone he doesn't know on the internet, but if you told him who you really are and that your feelings are so strong, maybe that would help. Good luck! :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 02 July-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on July 02, 2009, 04:55:37 pm

I agree with mary, seyma. I hope it works out for you :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 02 July-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on July 06, 2009, 03:58:20 pm

[color=Green]Mary - You are right.But,I cannot tell truths.I think,it isn't time now.I cannot trust boys.I told before ... Some of my friends lived bad events and I witnessed them ! Lots of boys perceive your real and strong feeling as a game and when they are bored,they left you ! ... Yeah,I need really luck and I don't know ... Thanks sweet ! ... :-*

Elizabeth - I told my idea above.My head is confused really ! ... :/

U-P-D-A-T-E ! ...

He hasn't replied me for 2 weeks.I am afraid,I am gonna go crazy.He makes me sadder.It was wonderful contacting him even imaginary ! ... My heart is hurting me much now.I had no way other this one.Now,I am in indecision,unhapiness ... It is about 3rd weeks of my holiday.I miss him sooooo much.And he is hurting me and obtaining my soul and love day to day ! ... :'(
My parents and sister have gone to another city.Because,my sister has a hearing problem.She need better doctors.So,they decided to try other hospitals (cities) ... I am with my brother during 2-3 days.I admit,he makes me angry.But,I understood that they are reaaly important for me and I am lucy to have them ! ...

Keep in touch ! ... See you ! ... :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 06 July-2009)
Post by: maryd on July 07, 2009, 06:23:34 am

He probably hasn't replied because he doesn't know who you are. Maybe if you left him a message saying it was you he would act differently. :-*

Hope your sister gets well! :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (updated @ 06 July-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on July 10, 2009, 09:29:09 am

[color=Green]Mary - Yeah,you are right.But,I haven't been ready to tell everthing yet.He always hurts me.But,I must think much,carefully and decide best ! ... Thanks sweet ! ... :-*

Update ... 8)

My parents came back 2 days ago.I have presents from there,of course ! Thanks mum ! ... ;D My sister is better.She hasn't to have an operation in 10 years.And ... My all relatives who live another countries and cities have came here.I admit,I don't like crowded places much and my cousins sometimes make me angry.But,I have to endure for 1 month (I hope ... ) ... Yesterday,I was sick.I had stomachache,nausea again and a terrible dizziness.Perhaps,my reflu disturbed me.I am better today ! ...
He is still silent.I am afraid to lose my mind.If he continue to be silent,I can send one more message.I wanna always contact him when we are in holiday at least.Cause,I can never see him during holiday.So,I am missing ... :([/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (Updated @ 10 July-2009)
Post by: Culpie on July 12, 2009, 03:13:34 pm

Sweetheart, you need to delete that fake account and open a real one. There are so many strange people lurking on those online sites that I don't blame him for not responding to you. He doesn't know who you are. If you want to get to know him and become friends you will have to use your real facebook account. No good relationship ever starts on a foundation of deception. It may seem hard, but it really is the only way, Seyma. ;)

Glad to hear your sister is better! Being unwell is no fun at all. What did your mum give you for a gift? I bet you missed them while they were gone. How many siblings do you have? Any fun things planned during your vacation?

Toodles for now, 8)
Culpie

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =) (Updated @ 10 July-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on July 23, 2009, 09:29:20 am

[color=Green]Little update ...

I have been very upset for 1 week.My PC is normal and good.But,my special folder isn't good.I cannot understand anything.I can't use my photos,pics,songs ... and everything.Thats very terrible and I think,there are viruses in it ! I wanna die.They are very very important for me.I can find songs again.But,I cannot never find my photos and pics again.That would be a nightmare.Have you any idea about it ? Please help me,if you can ... :( :'(

P.S : I am gonna reply you,Culpie ... ;)[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =)) (Updated @ 23 July-2009)
Post by: maryd on July 29, 2009, 06:52:47 am

Seyma, I don't know anything about computers, but I hope you haven't lost all the pictures and things - that would be awful!

I'm so happy that your sister is well - that's great news! :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =)) (Updated @ 23 July-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on July 30, 2009, 10:31:21 am

[color=Green]Culpie - Yeah ! You are completely right.But,I am afraid of everything ... Parents,friends,myself,him etc. ... I am not sure to have a real account.But,I am too sure that he is such sweetest thing in this world and I luv him muuuuuuch ! ...

My mum bought a different waistcoat for me.Yes,I missed them and I felt alone ! ... I have 2 siblings.I am the oldest.Damn ! ;D ... I have no new plans for holiday.Every day is same with other one ! ...

Thanks much,hun ! ... :-*

Mary - Unfortunalety,my all files have gone ! ... And,fortunalety,I stored my some files to flash-memory 1 month ago.So,I have some files still.But,I am so sad that I lost others ! ... :-\

Lastest news are coming ... 8)

I was with my closest friend yesterday.We spent great time.I was in her home.We cooked,ate,listened music ... Later,we came to our home.We switched my PC and started using internet.She browsed her e-mail,other accounts ... And,you can guess what we did after this ! ... ::) I signed in my facebook account.My eyes stayed on scene.Cause,he had new sweet pics.My hands were trembled and I opened his photo album.Photos were from his holiday.Especially,one of them was incredible pretty.He has a black t-shirt and short.He was appeared too strong,had muscular arms andd his bright blue eyes always makes me dazed.My God ! ... I am gonna be in love more day to day if he continues to add so pretty and handsome photos.Yeah,he is my sweet curse ! ... :-*

And ... I still see him in my dreams every day.Thats good ! But,they aren't enough to solace me.I am missing him ssssssoooooo muuuuuuuuuuuch ! Even though,he don't know anything ! ... :( :'(

(This is a chemist candidates cry who is in a crazy love ! ;D) PLEASE !!! HEAR ME AND MY HEARTS BEATING FOR YOU MY LOVE WHO MAKES ME A MYSTERIOUS PERSON ! .,. :-*[/color]

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =)) (Updated @ 29 July-2009)
Post by: maryd on July 31, 2009, 06:14:31 am

I'm glad you had a nice time at your friend's house, it sounds fun! And it was nice of your mum to bring you a waistcoat back. :)

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =)) (Updated @ 29 July-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on July 31, 2009, 10:38:40 am

I HATE EVERYTHING !!!! ...

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =)) (Updated @ 29 July-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on July 31, 2009, 01:36:42 pm

[quote author=*Skydreamer* link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=195#msg1181145 date=1249051120]
I HATE EVERYTHING !!!! ...
[/quote]

:-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =)) (Updated @ 29 July-2009)
Post by: maryd on August 01, 2009, 05:52:33 am

Hope you're OK Seyma - as always, if you want to PM me to chat about it I'll reply. :-*

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =)) (Updated @ 29 July-2009)
Post by: teenagedirtbag89 on August 01, 2009, 10:50:36 am

feel better?

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =)) (Updated @ 29 July-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on August 03, 2009, 10:28:44 am

When I feel better,I will tell everything.Thanks girls ! ... :-\ :(

Title: Re:Know me better ! My life ! =)) (Updated @ 03 August-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on August 04, 2009, 03:41:01 pm

[color=Green]There is a sentence only ! ...

He deleted me ! ... :'( :( :-\[/color]

Title: Re:A Chemist's Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 04 August-2009)
Post by: Misz_Mii on August 04, 2009, 05:43:25 pm

Jeez, boys suck like that... One moment they make you feel amazing and the other they make you feel so shizzy... I'm sorry honey, but it will be okay. I'm sure there is another boy who is worth your time and love. I know, we want it now, but seriously... it'd just make you unhappy to be with him

:-*

Title: Re:A Chemist's Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 04 August-2009)
Post by: maryd on August 05, 2009, 09:26:29 am

Seyma, he probably didn't delete you because he doesn't like you, I think he only did it because he didn't know who it was, and everyone knows that it might be dangerous to talk to strangers over the internet. Maybe you could add him with your real account - then he would know who you are and you could chat? Good luck. :-*

Title: Re:A Chemist's Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 04 August-2009)
Post by: Culpie on August 08, 2009, 01:01:36 am

Chickadee, I agree with Liz. You need to create a real Facebook account. Then maybe you can established a friendship over time. :-*

Title: Re:A Chemist's Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 04 August-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on August 13, 2009, 03:30:01 pm

P.S : Don't worry ! ... I hope,I will update here when my all relatives have gone back their houses.My God ! They are stealing lots of my time ! ... Love you girls ! ... :-*

Title: Re:A Chemist's Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 13 August-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on August 14, 2009, 06:53:47 am

Love you too :-*

Title: Re:A Chemist's Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 13 August-2009)
Post by: maryd on August 14, 2009, 10:52:35 am

I know what you mean Seyma, it's hard to get a moment to yourself when you have guests staying. Hope you're well. :-*

Title: Re:A Chemist's Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 13 August-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on August 22, 2009, 08:21:52 am

[color=Green]Pam - Yeah ... He is amazing and lovely.But,he sometimes makes me upset and angry.I dunno if he is right person or not.I decided to be more patient and wait ! ... Thanks hun ! ... :-*

Mary - You are completely right.My friends agree with you.But,I am afraid of everything still.Boys are interesting and mysterious.I don't wanna have dissappointment.I decided to wait.Thanks sweetie ! ... :-*

Culpie - You are right.When it comes right time,I will do it ! But now ... I wanna wait ... Thanks hun ! ... :-*

News,news,news ... ;D

I said " he deleted me ! " ... That made me very upset and depressed.But,I am better now.Cause,I believe in my destiny.If he is right boy,he is gonna discover me someday or my feeling and dreams is gonna send me to him.Yeah,I luv him ! But,if he don't wanna make me his lifes part,it will be his loss.But,I still believe that he is gonna understand and discover me someday.Now,I wanna wait only ! ... ::)

My aunt and her family were back to their home.My home is more silent now.But,my uncle and his wife are here still and they will be back after 1 month and my school will start also.I cannot believe ! Time is going so quickly.Two months of my holiday were over and holiday hasn't satisfied me again ! ... :(

My PC was broken about 2 weeks ago.I couldn't use it.I am lucky that we didn't spend money for it.Cause,my cousin repaired ... It is better now.But,all programs,photos,songs and everything have gone.But,its a faster and better PC now ! ... Damn all viruses ! ... >:(

One of my closest friends created a new face account.I learnt it later.I said " he deleted me ! " to her.And,she did it ! ... She said " you were so upset and I decided to create a new one and add him again.Yeah,she did ! ... And my luv has added me again.But,I will use it to see only his photos this time and wait ! ...

My other close,pretty friend invited us to her home.It was an excellent day.I think,it was a little party and I was so tired of dancing.But,I could continue dancing until morning.We ate delicious meals also.I hope,we meet again as soon as we can ! ... ;D

Ramadan has started 2 days ago here.I love this month much.Sorry ! ... I must tell about it someting.We fast when Ramadan starts.It makes us more healty and happier.Cause,you can understand poor people,learn stop yourself,be kinder,merrier and helpful when you fast ! Its like a miracle.Fasting means that : We sleep,got up at 3:00 or 4-00 a.m. at night and eat something and don't eat anything till day is over and sun sets.It means hapiness,peace,health,helping poor people ... also.I never feel my hunger,thirst and it isn't hard to be hunger in this month ! ... :D

I went to eye doctor 2-3 days ago.I need it to change my glasses.And ... My myopic became less.Thats excellent ! ... But,my astigmatic advanced again.And,I bought a new glasses.It is so expensive and my dad was some angry about it ! ... But,I like it ! ... ;D

Love you girls ! ... Keep in touch ! ... :-*[/color]

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 22 August-2009)
Post by: maryd on August 23, 2009, 06:56:08 am

First of all, I think it's good that you are feeling a bit happier about this boy. Everything happens for a reason, after all. :)

I'm glad your computer is fixed, but sorry you lost all your files and things. That would really annoy me. >:(

It's nice that you can keep in touch with your friends over the holiday. The party sounds fun. :)

Thanks for the information on Ramadan. I didn't know anything about that. In my school, we do a 12-hour fast once a year, but that's about it.

I'm glad your myopia is a bit better...and your dad sounds like my dad, he always thinks I'm out spending loads of money on stupid things. :P

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 22 August-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on August 25, 2009, 02:51:55 pm

[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=195#msg1181820 date=1251024968]
First of all, I think it's good that you are feeling a bit happier about this boy. Everything happens for a reason, after all. :)

I'm glad your computer is fixed, but sorry you lost all your files and things. That would really annoy me. >:(

It's nice that you can keep in touch with your friends over the holiday. The party sounds fun. :)

Thanks for the information on Ramadan. I didn't know anything about that. In my school, we do a 12-hour fast once a year, but that's about it.

I'm glad your myopia is a bit better...and your dad sounds like my dad, he always thinks I'm out spending loads of money on stupid things. :P
[/quote]

[color=Green]You are completely right.Everything happens for a reason.And,I hope that better days is waiting for me ! ... :)

Yeah ... Friends always make you happily and I spend great,unforgettable time with them.If I can meet them everyday ... :D

Thats interesting ... I am sure,you like fasting.Its really incredible and different.And,if you wanna learn more information about this or something about Islam,I can tell you,sweetie ! ... :-*

Yes ... I think,all dads are same.Don't spend much money,listen to me,be careful about your friends ... ! ... ;D[/color]

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 22 August-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on September 08, 2009, 08:32:23 am

I will meet my friends for Ramadan meal after 1-2 hours.I hope,we are gonna spend pleasant and great time.And ... I think,I am gonna tell other details about me when I have more time ! ... Keep in touch ... :-*

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 8 September-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on September 08, 2009, 09:50:24 am

Enjoy your meal and get together with your friends Seyma :-*

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 8 September-2009)
Post by: maryd on September 08, 2009, 10:48:33 am

I hope you have a great time with your friends Seyma! :)

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 8 September-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on September 12, 2009, 09:36:57 am

[color=Green]Now ... Time for update ! ... :)

Finally ... I bought oxford murders yesterday.And,I will watch it with my friend.I am exciting ! ....

My last meeting with my friends was excellent.We ate delicious food.My friend is talented really.Cause,her mum died 2 years ago ... Cleaning,cooking,everything for her and her father belongs to her.Thats very hard ! But,she can success it greatly ! So,she cooked all food for us.I love her so much.Such a great and an ideal friend ! ... :)

My dad ... He makes me soooooo angry nowadays.I know,I am not normal and angry also.But,I am younger than him,have special problems and my school is gonna start after 2 weeks.So,I am angrier and upsetter.He always commands something.When I don't do,he gets angry.I think,he wanna organize my all life.If they work understanding and listening me,it will be better and I will be happier.And ... They don't know,but I have panic-attack.So,it makes me more depressed and upsetter also.Yeah ... I don't like my these stupid phobia and habit.But,I cannot do anything.And,anybody cannot understand me and help me ! These aren't normal (I know ...) : I cannot go to somewhere lonely,stay somewhere lonely,sometimes sleep lonely.But,I HAVE NO SOLUTION ! I tried to leave them and i felt that I will go into a coma ! .... Damn this panic-attack ! ... My life is unbearable ! ... :( :( :( And ... I don't wanna hear commands " don't sleep lately,don't watch tv much,don't switch on pc,go alone everywhere,shut up ... ! " ... :-\ >:(

One of my uni friends said " he continue his education in another univercity,which is in his city ! " It was one of worst news for me.But,I feel well now.I hope,I will live bests for me ! There is hope everytime ! ... :)

Keep in touch.Love you my friends ! ... :) :-*[/color]

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 12 September-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on September 12, 2009, 02:54:49 pm

I still haven't seen that film!

I'm glad you had a good time Seyma. Your friend sounds really special.

I know how annoying it is to live with your parents, even now at age 32

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 12 September-2009)
Post by: Misz_Mii on September 12, 2009, 05:38:10 pm

I'm happy you're having such great friends and such a great time with them! Your friend indeed sounds very strong.

I'm sorry to hear about your panic attacks and you parents, Seyma. If you ever feel like talking... I'm your girl. I know everything about feeling bad and coping with those feelings. So I'll try to help you :-*


Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 12 September-2009)
Post by: maryd on September 13, 2009, 06:09:22 am

Your friend sounds lovely - I'm glad you had a nice meal. :)

The panic attacks sound terrible. I'm sorry you feel stressed. Hope you feel better soon. :-*

I'm glad too that you seem to be over that boy a bit more...there are plenty of other nice boys, I'm sure. :)

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 12 September-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on September 20, 2009, 08:53:03 am

[color=Green]Thanks much Elizabeth,Mary and Pam ! ... You are such sweet friends ! ... :-*

So little update ... ;D

Today,tomorrow and next day are special for us.Because,it is Ramadan festival here.I am happier ! ... :)[/color]

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 20 September-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on October 02, 2009, 11:32:52 am

[quote author=Carina link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=210#msg1183381 date=1254325324]
The way you write reminds me of a friend I once had. She is originally from Japan and I met her in England. She has been back in Japan for a few years now and one day she just stopped writing. Anyway, when I read your messages, I am reminded of her. :)
[/quote]

[color=Green]Hi ! ... No,I never stop writing and I am from Turkey ! ...

And ... There is only one sentence ! ...

HE HAS GONE !!!! ... :( :'( :'( :'([/color]

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 02 October-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on October 03, 2009, 04:11:32 am

How are you Seyma? PM me if you need to vent :-*

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 02 October-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on October 10, 2009, 09:48:27 am

[color=Green]Elizabeth - Thanks hun ! ... But,I am not good.Yeah ... He has gone ! I can never see him one more time.I have no luck for love.I dunno,how I can endure ! ... My God ! ... This school is choking me without him.Everything is vacuous ! ... :'( :'( :'(

Carina - My love ! ... My secret precious love ! ... He has gone ! ... I wanna die ! ... :'( :'( :'([/color]

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 02 October-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on October 10, 2009, 10:35:33 am

[quote author=Chemical~Love link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=210#msg1184229 date=1255182507]
[color=Green]Elizabeth - Thanks hun ! ... But,I am not good.Yeah ... He has gone ! I can never see him one more time.I have no luck for love.I dunno,how I can endure ! ... My God ! ... This school is choking me without him.Everything is vacuous ! ... :'( :'( :'(

Carina - My love ! ... My secret precious love ! ... He has gone ! ... I wanna die ! ... :'( :'( :'([/color]
[/quote]

*hugs* :-* :-*

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 10 October-2009)
Post by: maryd on October 10, 2009, 12:31:32 pm

I hope you're OK Seyma. :-* Remember, everything happens for a reason - you probably don't want to hear this now, but there will be other boys. :)

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 10 October-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on October 17, 2009, 10:54:40 am

[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=210#msg1184264 date=1255192292]
I hope you're OK Seyma. :-* Remember, everything happens for a reason - you probably don't want to hear this now, but there will be other boys. :)
[/quote]

Thanks much sweetie ! ... But,I am not good still.I dunno what I should do being happier ! ... =(

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 10 October-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on October 19, 2009, 04:18:32 am

If you need to pm me then I am always here sweetie :-*

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 10 October-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on October 21, 2009, 10:43:33 am

[quote author=miss sixty link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=225#msg1184680 date=1255940312]
If you need to pm me then I am always here sweetie :-*
[/quote]

[color=Green]Thanks hun ! ...

And ... I hope,I will write everything as soon as possible ! ... ;)[/color]

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 10 October-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on October 30, 2009, 07:45:15 pm

[color=Green]Finally ... News are coming ! ... ;)

What did I write lastly ? I cannot remember.But,I must start somewhere ...

You know (I think so),my school started about 1 month ago.Its very very boring and I dislike it more than last year.I don't know;why ... But,I can guess.Cause,my lifes first real love has gone,left school,this city and me forever ! This is a schock for me ! My life and everything is ruined because of him.He was first and realest for me.I had alot sweet dreams with him.But,HE HAS GONE ! And,he can never know my huge love forever,he will be an other girls boyfriend,will marry with an other girl.I cannot endure when I think so.He is one boy in my life who is same of Elijah;sweet,has dreamy blue eyes,smart ... He is very different and special.I dunno,what I must do ! I sometimes feel that I am gonna lose my mind ! ... I have one way to reach him now ; online ! And I have an idea to be better.If I admit everything to him,what he do or if he believes and thinks coming back for me ? ... :( There are alot questions in my mind.Whats your opinion ? ...

My classes are very very hard in this year.They are " analytical chemistry,inorganic chemistry,maths,elements chemistry,english,history and analytical chemistry lab " I have to study much.Its very hard to answer their questions.Besides,I have to study more than others.Cause,I must and wanna be best student of my course.And I have to do it to be an assistant to a professor.Thats my first and hugest dream now ! ... ;) Have you any idea about my classes ? Have you ever hear something about them ? ... And ... We are doing experiments still.They take much time than old experiments and we must work more carefully ... English course ? Yeah ... Fortunalety,I have it.It always makes me better.I admit,I was thinking that I know almost everything about english.But,I am learning alot new things now ; past perfect tense,conjunctions (either ... or,neither ... nor,not only ... both etc.) ... Perhaps,its funny.But,I learnt them newly ! ... ;D

My panic-attack is with me still.It makes my life terrible.And,anybody doesn't wanna understand me about it ! ... Actually,my hugest problem is it now.And,I have no solution ! Everyone always tells only somethings to me.They can try understanding me ! And ... I cannot go to school alone because of this panic-attack.Thats too bad.I must meet one of my friends everyday.And,they sometimes don't wanna meet and make me destroyed.Cause,they don't know anything also ! ...

Its over for now.Cause,its 01.43 am here.Too late ! ... ;)

I always wait your comments and idea ! Keep in touch and I am lucky that I knew you ! ... ;) :-*[/color]

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 30 October-2009)
Post by: maryd on October 31, 2009, 07:32:44 am

Hey Seyma! :)

I'm sorry to hear that you aren't enjoying university much this year. I know it's probably not great advice, but try not to think about the boy - there are plenty of others out there that will love you. I think if you want to be friends with him online, that would be nice, but don't be too upset if he doesn't love you like you love him. Maybe it would be good if you were both just friends? :-\

Good luck in your classes, I think it's great that you're trying so hard. being an assistant professor sounds like a really good thing to do, so I hope you succeed. :) Good luck with your English too!

It's sad that you have panic attacks. I don't really know much about them, but I hope they get better. Do you try counting to ten slowly when you start feeling panicky? I've heard that works sometimes, to calm you down.

:-*


Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 30 October-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on November 01, 2009, 04:59:03 am

I agree with what mary said Seyma. I actually saw someone having a panic attack at the Uni I work at the other week. I hope you are okay as I know how bad they are. Pm me if you need too :-*

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 30 October-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on November 06, 2009, 03:13:44 pm

[color=Green]Mary - You are right.I try not to think about him.But,I cannot be succesful unfortunalety :'( ... Yes ! But,I am afraid of that if he doesn't have any interest in me.It would be an earthquake for me and my all dreams would fall forever.It is worse than a nightmare ! :'( ... I cannot endure being only a friend and I can't never endure seeing an other girl with him.I could lose myself and I would hate all boys.Actually,I don't trust and believe any boy also now.Sweet ! ... I have no solution.I will stay without him forever and always have a heart pain ! ... :'(

Thanks about my classes.I have alot alot exams after 2 weeks.I hope,they will be excellent ! ... ;)

To count ten slowly ? I heard it first time.I will try it.Thanks ! ... :-*

Elizabeth - Thanks ... I try beeing better.But,I haven't any good solution still.Thas so bad ! ... :([/color]

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 06 November-2009)
Post by: maryd on November 06, 2009, 03:17:17 pm

Seyma - I understand it's hard to stop thinking about him. But don't lose your trust in all boys - there are plenty of others! :)

Good luck in all your exams! :-*

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 06 November-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on November 21, 2009, 02:01:28 pm

[color=Green]Thanks Mary ! And, love your new set ! ... :-*

And ...

School,school,school ! ... I hate it ! ... I haven't finished my all exams yet.There are 4 exams still and they are hardest exams.I had english and elements chemistry exams.Elements chemistry was good.English was great,it was tooo easy,my mark is 99 (99/100) ! ... I dunno,where my one point has gone ! I was waiting to get 100/100.But,I have highest mark in my course again.Fortunalety,English always makes me happier about school and classes.I never study for it.And I am an english teacher for my all friends.They wonder how I can get great marks without studying.I said them " My secret is Elijah,A&F,listening some english songs and loving it ! ... I had improved my english through them ! ... " ;D But,I haven't enough english for my dreams.I wanna learn much much much and all foreign languages ! ...

I always have much stress in exams.It makes my life terribly.Thats very hard to live with it.All things about my class sometimes fly from my mind in exam because of my stress ! ... :(

I have 1 week for holiday.Thats one of excellent news.Because,it is our festival of sacrifices.I love it ! ... :)

Wish me good luck for my all exams.Love you girls ! ... :-*[/color]

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 21 November-2009)
Post by: maryd on November 21, 2009, 04:44:10 pm

Seyma - my new set...thanks. :D

Good luck with your exams - and congratulations in your English! 99% is fabulous, I wish I could do that well in my exams! :)

Enjoy your holiday! What is the festival of sacrifices?

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 21 November-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on November 22, 2009, 05:37:01 am

Hey Seyma, good luck for your upcoming exams, Yeah, what is the festival of sacrifices? You got an awesome grade for English! :-*

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 21 November-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on November 22, 2009, 07:03:45 pm

[color=Green]Mary - Thanks sweet.I am sure,you will have all of your exams ! ... :-*

Elizabeth - Thanks hun ! ... :-*

And ! ...

About festival of sacrifices : I had a homework about it for my german class 2 year ago and I had written a text about it.I dunno if I can translate it in english.But,I wanna write it here.If you know some german or somebody can translete it in english for us,you can understand it.I will work translating it in english also.But,I think,I cannot success ! Please tell about it,if you know somebody here who can translate it from german in english ! ... :)

Der Opferfest (Festival of Sacrifices)

Der Opferfest ist ein Fest,der die Muslims haben.Leute wollen ihre Lobpreisung zu Gott zeigen.Dieser Fest dauert vier Tage.Aber,viele Vorbereitungen werden vor dem Fest machen.Viele kochen,sauber machen,einkaufen,neuen Kleider kaufen usw. ... Am morgen erstes Tages gehen alle Manner zur Moschees das Gebet zu verrichten.Nachdem sie zuruckgekommt sind,schneiden sie ihrer Opfer.Bevor der Opher schneiden wird,betet man zu Gott.Der Opfer kann ein Kuh oder Schaf sein.Die Opferfleische werden sich zwischen Verwandten teilen.Aber,der grosse Teil der Fleische werden zu den armen Leuten geben.Im Grunde genommen,der reale Grund des Opfer schnitts ist bei den armen Leuten helfen und machen sie glucklicher.Zweite Tage wunschen die Leute di Leute alees gute für Opferfest.Sie besuchen alle alten Verwandten und kussen die Hande (fur ihre Respekt zu zeigen).Dann,die Kinder nehmen viele Geschenke oder Taschengeld.Und ... Am letzten zwei Tage besucht man alle Verwandten und wir haben viele Gaste in unserem Haus.Man sagt gute Worte,ist froher und alle Leute umarmen sich im Opferfest ! ... =)
[/color]

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 22 November-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on November 23, 2009, 09:48:36 am

Don't know german, come on someone translate for us! :)

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 22 November-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on November 24, 2009, 01:52:42 pm

[quote author=miss sixty link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=225#msg1186240 date=1258987716]
Don't know german, come on someone translate for us! :)
[/quote]

Yes please,please ! ... :)

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 21 November-2009)
Post by: tiram90 on November 25, 2009, 02:53:01 pm

I must admit that I don't care much for selfcentered threads like these, but translating this is a kind of test of my German knowledge.

Not sure it's totally correct translated, but it should show the meaning.

Der Opferfest ist ein Fest,der die Muslims haben.
The Festival of Sacrifices is a holiday that the Muslims have.

Leute wollen ihre Lobpreisung zu Gott zeigen.
People want to show their praise to God.

Dieser Fest dauert vier Tage.Aber,viele Vorbereitungen werden vor dem Fest machen.
This holiday lasts for four days. But there are many preparations that must be done to make it successful.

Viele kochen,sauber machen,einkaufen,neuen Kleider kaufen usw. ...
Food to be cooked, houses to be cleaned and purchases to be made.

Am morgen erstes Tages gehen alle Manner zur Moschees das Gebet zu verrichten.
The first morning of the holiday, the men go to the Mosque to pray.

Nachdem sie zuruckgekommt sind,schneiden sie ihrer Opfer.
After they’ve gotten there, they slaughter their offer.

Bevor der Opher schneiden wird,betet man zu Gott.
Before the offer is slaughtered, one prays to God.

Der Opfer kann ein Kuh oder Schaf sein.
The offer can be a cow or sheep.

Die Opferfleische werden sich zwischen Verwandten teilen.
The flesh from the offer is parted between two relatives.

Aber,der grosse Teil der Fleische werden zu den armen Leuten geben.
But, the biggest part of the flesh is given to the poor people.

Im Grunde genommen,der reale Grund des Opfer schnitts ist bei den armen Leuten helfen und machen sie glucklicher.
The real reason for the offer is to help poor people and make them happier.

Zweite Tage wunschen die Leute di Leute alees gute für Opferfest.
The second day people go around wishing eachother everything good for the Festival of Sacrifice.

Sie besuchen alle alten Verwandten und kussen die Hande (fur ihre Respekt zu zeigen).
They visit all their old relatives and kiss their hands (to show their respect)

Dann,die Kinder nehmen viele Geschenke oder Taschengeld.Und ...
Then, the kids get several presents or money.

Am letzten zwei Tage besucht man alle Verwandten und wir haben viele Gaste in unserem Haus.
The two last days they visit all their relatives and have lots of guests in their houses.

Man sagt gute Worte,ist froher und alle Leute umarmen sich im Opferfest
They say good words, and looks forward to the Festival of Sacrifice.

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 22 November-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on November 25, 2009, 06:27:28 pm

[color=Green]That is not bad.Your german is quite well.Thanks for your translating,Marit ! ... :)

I hope,you can have some idea about this festival when you read this text ! ... ;)[/color]

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 22 November-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on November 28, 2009, 03:31:35 pm

Don't like this festival, I feel sorry for all the poor animals slaughtered for nothing :(


Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 22 November-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on December 05, 2009, 03:41:32 pm

Hi sisters ! ... I have a lot of exams still ! :( But,I have hot news.When I am relaxer and finish my exams,I'll write all of my news ! ... :-*

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 06 December-2009)
Post by: maryd on December 06, 2009, 06:33:30 am

Thank you for the information about the festival, Seyma, and thank you for the translation Marit. :) It's interesting to read.

Seyma - good luck with your exams! :)

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 06 December-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on December 12, 2009, 07:26:52 pm

[color=green]Carina - Hey welcome ! ... :) I agree you.Lots of people buy and eat meat.Someone have to slaughter them to provide people's meat and protein need.And it is a good idea to help poor people through this festival,isn't it ? ... :)

Thanks ! If I need help again about german,I request you ...

Mary - I am happy that you are glad to read it.Thanks much ! There are 2 exams this week ! ... :-\

Now ... Time for UPDATE ! ...

I wrote that I had new hot news some days ago.Yeah ... They are really exciting.If you are ready,I am starting to tell all of them ...

About 1 week ago.One of my closest friends has sent me a message when I studied for inorganic chemistry exam.Message was saying " Hi sweet ! ... Your honey is online on facebook now.If you have time for it,you must talk him ! " When I read it,I got excited much.I had no time for it.And I replied her " I am so sorry.I have an exam tomorrow.I haven't any time.But,I wanna talk him really.Actually,I have an idea.If you wanna,you can say hello to him as my closest friend ... " I waited about 20 minutes and she didn't write anything.I sent a message again " I'm very serious,you can talk really ! ... :) " She replied back " I know.I am chatting now lol ! ... " Later 5-10 minutes I texted to her again " What is he writing ? What about you ? ... " I waited and waited ... I admit,I couldn't concentrate for my class when I waited her news.Finally,there was a message on my mobile.My dear friend had written all dialog between her and mine.Here :

My friend : Hi ! How are you ? My honey : Hi,I am fine.What about you ? MF : Thanks.I must admit that I am not a boy ! (Our fake adress has a boy name ! ;D) I have alot things to tell. MH : Ok ! ... MF : There is a girls in your old school who love you so much.She is my closest friend. MH : What !? Who,who,who ? MF : I cannot never say her name.But,I know that you had no contact with her.Cause,she always escaped from you and she have loved you far away from you.Now ... I wonder,if she had came to you and told about her real feelings,what would you do,fool-receive her with open arms (if you have same hard feeling) or dash her hope ? ... MH : No,never ! I would never hurt her.If I had not same feeling and something like love,I would told about it without hurting her.Because,I lived something like this.I know,how it is pain and difficult for a lover ... MF : Ok ... I am glad to hear that.Cause,you can never play games with her heart.She cannot endure any negative thing from you.Cause,she have loved someone first and this is you ! ... MH : I cannot believe.She have loved me for 1 year,secreted her love and escaped from me.I have no idea who she is.Are you still insistent ? Please write,who is she ? I wanna know ! ... MF : I cannot say.If she wanna admit,she can tell you.And,why did you leave here ? MH : School was very hard really.My new school is easier.But,I admit that I sometimes miss there ! Who ? PLEASE ! MF : I cannot do.Perhaps,I can write some of her specialy.She has deeper blue eyes than you ! :) And she love you much really ... MH : My God ! I cannot believe still ... MF : May you write your mobile number ? Perhaps,she wanna talk with you if she decide to tell everything.I am sure,even you cannot believe.But,she knows everything about you and she say " He is in my dreams every day.I am missing him so much ! I am so bad ! ... " ... MH : I am really sorry,I cannot write my number.Now,I have to go and please say to her,she shouldn't be upset through me :( I hope,I can discover her someday.I will success ! ... :)

Yess ... It is all dialog.I cannot believe.Cause,I said my friend " to say hello " only.She had told about me much.I think,he can discover suddenly.Because,my dear friend had wrote my salient specialy.there are only 4 girls who have blue eyes.And 3 of these girls have boyfriend.My God ! ... I cannot imagine my future.I am so confused.Anddd ... My friend said " he is very funny and sweet.But,my boyfriend is greatest ever ! ... " I haven't enough idea about him.But,I think,I knew him without talking best ! ... ;D Yeah,I had found best ! ... I need your comments and advices more on this time ...

My exam and school ... I have 2 exams still.Other exams were not bad.Only one of them was very bad.I hope,I will success ! ... I must be patient and study ...

Love you sisters ! ... Keep in touch ! ... :-*[/color]

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 13 December-2009)
Post by: maryd on December 13, 2009, 04:59:58 am

Hi Seyma! I hope your exams went well. :)

As for the boy...he sounds nice through the message, and I think you should contact him. He has already said he wouldn't say anything to hurt your feelings. Maybe, even if he isn't in love with you, you could still be friends? I don't know. :P Good luck with that though. :-*


Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 13 December-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on December 18, 2009, 12:04:40 pm

[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=240#msg1187849 date=1260698398]
Hi Seyma! I hope your exams went well. :)

As for the boy...he sounds nice through the message, and I think you should contact him. He has already said he wouldn't say anything to hurt your feelings. Maybe, even if he isn't in love with you, you could still be friends? I don't know. :P Good luck with that though. :-*


[/quote]

I can contact ... I admit,I am thinking about it.This nice dialog gave me some bravery :) Thanks for your interest ! ... :-*

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 13 December-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on December 27, 2009, 12:43:48 pm

I was left ... ! I cannot even imagine anything.OK ! I AM NOT GOOD !!! ... :-\ :(

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 27 December-2009)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on December 31, 2009, 01:41:34 pm

Hope you had a good christmas Seyma, have a happy new year!! :)

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 27 December-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on January 01, 2010, 08:07:59 pm

[quote author=miss sixty link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=240#msg1188523 date=1262284894]
Hope you had a good christmas Seyma, have a happy new year!! :)
[/quote]

Thanks hun ! I cannot see you here in ages ! ... :)

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 27 December-2009)
Post by: LijFrodo on January 01, 2010, 08:19:39 pm

[color=Green]Little update ...

My final exams will start after 1 week.I must study much much much.But,I don't feel still well.Love you girls ... ! ..[/color]

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 02-January 2010)
Post by: maryd on January 02, 2010, 08:21:58 am

Good luck with your exams Seyma, I hope they go well. See you soon. :-*

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 02-January 2010)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on January 02, 2010, 04:40:05 pm

Good luck and hope you feel better soon :-*

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 02-January 2010)
Post by: LijFrodo on January 02, 2010, 05:27:30 pm

Thanks much girls ! ... I need your best wishes again.See you ! ... :-*

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 02-January 2010)
Post by: raquel19 on January 02, 2010, 09:33:27 pm

My oh my, Skydreamer! This is like a romance novel right here! lol. I hope just by talking to your friend he will realize its you because you seem like a very nice person.
This also reminds me of my friends and I because I am sooooo afraid to talk to my "crush" as well. Even though they say he is easy to talk to... I'm still scared! lol

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 02-January 2010)
Post by: Misz_Mii on January 03, 2010, 12:39:24 pm

Hi babygirl!

Wow it's been ages! I read up on everything you wrote about this guy and let me tell you this: Your friend is a great friend! Is she your best friend? She should be, because she kind of helped you with your first step of contact with him. You're scared of contacting him and she kinda helped you.

Honey, you see if you never ever contact him or just talk to him, look at him and the stuff, you can't ever expect him to get to know you and fall in love with you. If you want something to happen between the two of you, you've got to put your nerves aside and just do it. It's hard and scary, but it's all going to be worth it.

2010 is going to be YOUR year babe, you're going to befriend with him. If you are friends with him, something can start to grow from it. Friendship is the best base of a relationship, you know.

You just have to stop being scared, nervous and ashamed or whatever you are and just get the courage and talk to him. Come on, you're a nice girl, everyone loves you, he deserves to get to know you, right? What you're doing now, by avoiding him, is postponing the moment of him rejecting you. At least: you're scared he might reject you. You're not even giving him a chance to accept you and fall in love with you, because you're so scared of rejection. You shouldn't. If he ever rejects you, which I can't see why, he's not worth your time and love. He's not worth it being your boyfriend. It's simply not meant to be then. There's going to be lots of other boys you do match with.

Now I sound as if he's not the right guy for you, but he might BE the right guy. You're being the one who's standing in the way though, you're avoiding him and so you keep the two of you from getting to know each other. It's SUCH a shame, because both of you deserve to get to know each other. Right now you're only in love with his looks, you're not even in LOVE, you're in LUST, because he's pretty. You don't know him at all. You probably know some basic trivial things, but you don't know his personality. You should get to know him, seriously!

Okay, babe, keep us updated on your lover and come on, push yourself! There are NO limits, there is no such thing as shame and nerves. It's all in your head, really.

Love you!!!

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 02-January 2010)
Post by: Misz_Mii on January 05, 2010, 08:46:58 am

[quote author=' r;star link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=255#msg1188693 date=1262486007]
This also reminds me of my friends and I because I am sooooo afraid to talk to my "crush" as well. Even though they say he is easy to talk to... I'm still scared! lol
[/quote]

Well same goes for you then :) read my post below yours and it applies to you as well

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 02-January 2010)
Post by: LijFrodo on January 18, 2010, 10:12:02 am

Hey girls ! ... I am tooo hapy seeing you here again.I handled my six exams.But,there are two exams still.When I finished them,I will update here and answer all of you.Hope,everything is going to be better day to day and my new age will give me great presents !! ... :) :-*

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 18-January 2010)
Post by: maryd on January 18, 2010, 11:24:14 am

I'm glad you're getting through your exams well enough Seyma - good luck with your last two! Happy birthday, I hope you get lovely gifts. :-*

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 18-January 2010)
Post by: LijFrodo on January 29, 2010, 08:00:28 am

[color=green]Raquel : Romance novel ? My God ! You are so sweet,lol ! ... No,he couldn't discover me.Or he didn't wanna discover me !!! ...

You are same of me.I think,we will wait them without talking forever ! ... ;D

Pam : Wooww !!! You had read a long text.Thanks hun ! ... Yeah,she is one of my best friends.I am lucky that I have her.I dunno,she did a right thing or not.She is very brave ! ...

You are completely right.I must sucees it.But,I don't have enough bravery still and I dunno what my parents will think about it.Cause,it is going to be my first luv event.I have no idea about their reaction ! ...

Yes ... Big loves usually start with great friendships ! ... :)

I always trust myself about this luv.But,I scare different things alos.If he isn't friend with me or breaks my heart or seems like a good and right boy but,he lies about it etc. I cannot endure something like these events ! ... :(

Yeh,you are right again.I know nothing about his personality.He is a nice boy only for me.Cause,I was seeing him and didn't have any dialog.I must learn everything about him certainly if I sucees ! ...

Thanks much again sweet ! I will try success it ! ... :-*

Carina : No ! ... I have no dialog with him ! ... :(

Mary : Thanks much.My exams are over !!! ... :)[/color]

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 18-January 2010)
Post by: LijFrodo on January 29, 2010, 08:26:54 am

[color=green]My final exams are over.Now,time for update again ! ... I am sorry for late replies and update ! ...

... My exams are over finally.Lots of them are terrible.I learnt their results and fortunalety,its better than my guess.Thats great ! ... I passed all classes with AA.Only,I have to study and have exam for inorganic chemistry ! ... :( I expect,I am going to handle it also !!! ...

Yes ... I will forget ! About this boy ? ... I cannot do anything again after my friends virtual contact.After a long time ... She called me and said "" I talked with him three times after first dialog.And,I am sorry.But,I have to say it.When I was writing last time,he said " Don't disturb me again (you or your friend).I don't care make her upset or something like this.Tell everything about your friend or abandon everything about this stupidity ! I have more important things to do other this trash.And,you are really lucky that I talked with you.I am sure,she is a interesting and strange girl ! ... " And I replied " I am sorry.I cannot tell anything about her.Its her life.I don't say anything without her permission ... I am sorry,you must be a stupid boy also.How couldn't you discover her ? Cause,I told everything about her.I didn't say her name only.I am sure also,if you worked for her,you would suceess to find her easily.Thats your lose.I bet,you cannot find anyone like her one more time ! ... " he wrote " There are a lot of girls in my life who want to be friend with me.She is a banal girl.I don't need her love.Say my best wishes to her and she has to forget me ! ... " All dialog is here.I am really sorry.I dunno,what I must do ... "" I said her "" It is not your fault.You tried to help me.I will try handle it.Thanks ! ... ""

End of this romance story : I am right again.All boys are stupid.If he tried to discover me with these a lot of important hints,he would be success easily.Thats easy to understand:He don't wanna do it ! My unhappiness isn't his problem.But ... Damn it ! ... I love you still his.And,he has making me an alive dead ! ... :( :( :(

And ... I am in holiday finally.I am waiting your comments again.Thanks girls.Keep in touch ! ... :-*[/color]

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 29-January 2010)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on January 30, 2010, 08:24:13 am

Good job with the exam grades, that's excellent hun :) Keep your chin up :-*

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 29-January 2010)
Post by: maryd on January 30, 2010, 10:21:23 am

Yay, well done on getting great grades in your exams Seyma! :D

I'm sorry about the boy. Maybe you should just tell him now who you are?

Enjoy your holidays! :)

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 29-January 2010)
Post by: raquel19 on January 30, 2010, 10:44:50 am

I agree with Mary.
You should now have the guts to tell him. Even if he looks at you strange, it will be a future experience if you want someone in your life :)

Have fun in your hoidays

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 29-January 2010)
Post by: Misz_Mii on January 30, 2010, 12:04:09 pm

Haha omg that guy is a complete and total jerk for telling your friend off like that. Seriously, who does he think he is? The King of the World, or what? I'd say: it's a good thing the two of you never went out. I know it's hard now, but I will promise you: It will be better. WAY Better. You will get over him, of course you will. He's just another boy, just another face, just another memory that will fade. You will fall in love with another guy. I am probably the person to say "I'm never going to fall in love again!" the most, but sure I did fall for guys over and over again.

You will find someone to be happy with, but you have to just overcome your shyness honey.

By the way: Well done on your exams! Damn girl, you make me proud! :D

Love youuuu

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 29-January 2010)
Post by: LijFrodo on February 11, 2010, 07:23:03 am

[color=green]I am sorry for late replies.I forgot this thread ! ... ;D

Elizabeth : Thanks much hun ! ...

Mary : Thanks much sweet ! ... Don't worry about me ! I am trying to solve everything about him ! ... ;)

Raquel : Thanks for your advice.I am not sure anything ! ...

Pam : My God ! Your excellent.You always write longgg relpies for me.Thanks much sweet ! ...

I agree you.He is some imbalanced.I saw his real brain ! You are right again.I am trying to forget him and I hope,I'll success.If he don't feel anything about me,it is his problem completely.I am sorry for him.I am sure,he won't find any girl like me in future ! (I am some haughty girl ! :P) But,I expect,I will find more handsome and excellent boy when he pains about me ... You are perfect,Pam ! You made me better really.I am lucky that I have friends like you ! ... :)

... UPDATE !!! ...

About him ? Yeah ... I want to finish it nowadays.I am trying to forget him.Fortunalety,I cannot see him ... By the way,I will success it easierly.Leave my head and heart strange boy ! ... I saw his real face.I am not blind anymore.I hope,he is gonna fall in love with me and tell anything about it anddd pain ! ... ;D

School ? It finished 3 weeks ago.And,it will start again after 2 week.I hate it.I spend holidays like water.I passed my suprise exam in inorganic chemistry.Its really terrible to have an exam after school finishing.I handled all of them ! ... My autumn term's mark is 3.7 ! (If I passed all of them with AA,it would be 4.0) Its wonderful.I have a chance being best student.It makes me happier to being best in university.Thats a big success really ! I hope,I will be better next term ... !

I always read book alot in holidays.My mother say " I afraid,you are gonne have terrible glasses.Are you crazy ? Why do you read about 100 pages of your book every day ? Thats so exaggerated ! " But,I am glad to read them.I have nothing to do in holidays.And ... Series of Twilight ! Its really exciting,mysterious and interesting.It is sending me to dream world.I am reading " breaking dawn " now ! ... But,I admit," twilight " is best book of serie.Anddd,I love Jacob more than Edward.But,all girls are mad for Edward.I am different lol ! ...

Tomorrow ... My old great friends will come us and we will spend time together.I cannot see them for ages.Cause,they are in another cities because of their uni. education.I am here (in my own city) only.I couldn't leave my family.It would be hardest thing for me ! I hope,I will have a excellent day tomorrow ... And ... If I had a girlie party with you,it would be one my unforgettable days in my life.PERFECT ! ...

What about you girls ? Love you,keep in touch ! ... :-*[/color]

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 11 February 2010)
Post by: maryd on February 11, 2010, 09:53:34 am

Hey Seyma! I think it's good that you've decided to move on from this boy - maybe now you'll find someone who is really nice. :)

And wow, you're doing great at university! That sounds like an amazing mark! You should be really proud of yourself. :D

Hope you have fun with your old friends - I love seeing old friends during the holidays. :)

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 11 February 2010)
Post by: LijFrodo on February 17, 2010, 12:57:42 pm

[quote author=maryd link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=255#msg1190226 date=1265900014]
Hey Seyma! I think it's good that you've decided to move on from this boy - maybe now you'll find someone who is really nice. :)

And wow, you're doing great at university! That sounds like an amazing mark! You should be really proud of yourself. :D

Hope you have fun with your old friends - I love seeing old friends during the holidays. :)
[/quote]

[color=green]Hey ! I am sorry for late reply ! ...

Thanks sweet.Yeah,its great to have good marks ! ... ;)

I spent good time with my friends.they are funny girls.Perhaps,I can meet one more old friend tomorrow.Cause,my holiday is finishing ... :([/color]

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 11 February 2010)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on February 17, 2010, 01:49:21 pm

That's great about your grades Seyma, good luck on your return 8)

There is absolutely nothing wrong with reading, keep it up!

Glad you had good time with your friends too :)

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 11 February 2010)
Post by: LijFrodo on February 19, 2010, 08:44:29 am

[quote author=miss sixty link=board=16;threadid=33441;start=270#msg1190412 date=1266432561]
That's great about your grades Seyma, good luck on your return 8)

There is absolutely nothing wrong with reading, keep it up!

Glad you had good time with your friends too :)
[/quote]

[color=green]Thanks hun ! ...

Yeah ... I continue reading books ! ...

And ... Old friends are cool really !

P.S : I hope,update will come again as soon as I can ! ... ;D[/color]

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 11 February 2010)
Post by: LijFrodo on February 28, 2010, 08:50:33 am

[color=green]Hey girls ! ...

I have alot hot news.I wanna notice you about them.I haven't enough time because of school.But,I am gonna write a long text nowadays ! ... ;) :-* [/color]

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 28 February 2010)
Post by: LijFrodo on March 21, 2010, 12:43:05 pm

[color=green]I am sorry that I cannot write anything in ages ! ... Because of school ! ...

New news ! ... ;D ;D

My school started 3 weeks ago.Everything is same there.But,something is greatest.Thats amazing ! ... I went to school at first day.I was sure that we had not any class for at first day.But,my school registration must be renewed for every new term.It was best not being late.Yeah,I solved it and I was curious about something.Who was best student of last term ? Because,I had hope also.My teacher browsed our marks.I am the best ! I did it ! Wooohaaaaa ! ... One more great news : Not only last term,I am the best last year ! I mean that I am best student of all terms in my department.Thats an excellent and a different feeling which I never have felt ! I expect being better or having best performance until graduation.And,I think,I am gonna get a certificate of high achievement.Perhaps,it can be first step for my dreams,being a researcher ! I hope ... !!!
My classes are hard again.Especially,analytical chemistry is harder then last term.And english ; I cannot believe myself.Cause,I am learning alot new things in english.I thought that I have a good english.I haven't same idea now.I am such a bad english speaker ! But,it is greatest thing learning new things in english.I will never be sick ! Even I can learn more 3-4 new foreign languages ! ...
Laboratory ... Our experiments is more interesting and exciting in this term.But,exams are harder ! To success an experiment is a super feeling.We analyzed iron and sulphate with settling methods.Colorful materials,reactions esc. They are exciting ! ...
I always miss my old friends.My new friends are good,also.But,my dear old friends are more different.If I met them much,I would be happier ! ... :)

I have alot things to tell.But,I haven't enough time again :( Waiting your comments ! See ya ! ... :-*[/color]

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 22 March 2010)
Post by: raquel19 on March 21, 2010, 04:35:16 pm

:O Congratulations! Your friends and family must be proud of you. And on Chemistry, not an easy subject, haha.
Your my idol now man, lol


Keep the news comin' :)

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 22 March 2010)
Post by: maryd on March 21, 2010, 04:41:26 pm

Good to see you Seyma! And - wow! :o You must be really smart and work really hard to be the best student in your year! Congratulations! :-*

I know how you feel about missing old friends - new friends at university are good too, but I miss my old ones as well. :P

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 22 March 2010)
Post by: LijFrodo on April 07, 2010, 10:51:08 am

[color=green]Raquel - Thanks much hun ! You made me shy.I am sure,you can success like me ! ... ;)

Mary - Thanks much sweet.Yes,I studied so hard and I try to be best student on this term ! ... :-*

Little update ...

Nowadays ... I cannot visit here much.I am so sorry ! ... My visa exams will start next week.I must study much again ! ... I cannot believe myself,but I must also study for english.I must memorize " verbs+preposition combinations,nouns+preposition,adjectives+preposition combinations and learn gerund-infinitive and relative clauses " better.I was thought that I know about everything in english.But,I have a ton of new things to learn ! ... ;D

Its some late to talk about it.Eurovision ... I am very exciting watching it.Have you any fave song ? You must listen mAnga's song-We could be the same.Its excellent ! And,it is my fave music group forever.They are very succesful and won MTV's " best singer of Europa " prize.I trust you boys in ESC 2010 ! ... ;D If you wanna listen maNga's song : http://www.metacafe.com/watch/yt-Pdw27j_usP0/manga_we_could_be_the_same_turkey/ I wonder your comments ! ... :)

We have used titration methods in laboratory for last 2 experiments.They are easier and funnier than others.Our last experiment was " Analysis of chlorine with Mohr method " I dunno my marks just.I hope,I have also good marks for experiments ! ... :)

Something else ? ... When I remember,I will write other details about this crazy girl ! I wait your comments again.Take care ! ... :)[/color]

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 07 April 2010)
Post by: LijFrodo on April 20, 2010, 02:59:22 pm

Where is everybody ? ... I am worrying about you,girls ! ... :( :( :(

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 07 April 2010)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on April 21, 2010, 06:52:58 am

Good luck with your exams Seyma. I don't really watch Eurovision.
Who is this crazy girl, I am curious ;)

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 07 April 2010)
Post by: maryd on April 21, 2010, 09:20:15 am

Hope you did well in your exams Seyma! :)

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 07 April 2010)
Post by: LijFrodo on April 24, 2010, 07:15:29 pm

[color=green]Elizabeth - Thanks ! ... And,you should watch it.It is a different thing making you exciting ! ... I am too impatient to watch it ! ... :) Crazy girl ? Thats is me ! ... ;D

Mary - Thanks sweet ! ...

Little update again ...

My english exam was so good.My friends couldn't do anything ! ... :( Actually,I admit,it was harder than our old exams.But,it's not problem for me ! ;D I expect to get best mark ! ...

I have more two exams in this week and next week.They are my main lesson's exams.I must do well ! I must study much ! ... Damn it ! It is excellent being best of department.But,I hate studying ! ... ;D

I wonder your opinions about Eurovision 2010 and maNga's song.What about it ? I read comments about ESC in fan pages and it seems that we will watch exciting and dingdong contest ! There are so strong and artsy songs and singers/bands ! I believe in my maNga ! ... :) How sweet boys ! ... :roll:[/color]

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 25 April 2010)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on April 25, 2010, 04:20:54 am

LOL ;D

That's great about your English exam :)

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 25 April 2010)
Post by: maryd on April 25, 2010, 06:24:56 am

Glad you did well in your English exam! Good luck for the others. :)

I haven't heard Turkey's entry for ESC yet - I usually just wait til the competition is actually on TV to see them all! I love Eurovision though, and I quite like Ireland's entry for this year too. :D

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 25 April 2010)
Post by: Lanta the Gemstar on April 30, 2010, 03:52:36 am

Hi Seyma!

Not living anywhere near Europe, I rarely take any notice of Eurovision... although I think I watched it on TV last year. When is it?

Sorry I haven't kept up with all my A+F mates' news, but I'm still thinking about you guys... and wanted to stop in and say "hi" :D

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 25 April 2010)
Post by: LijFrodo on June 18, 2010, 03:36:54 pm

[color=green]After a lllllllloooooooonnnnnnnnnnggggggggggg time ! Hi girls ! ...

Update ! ... ;) and A good-bye message ! ... :(

... Eurovision was great.maNga was excellent.It was one of unforgettable day in my life;Eurovision 2010 ! I admit,I don't like Lena's song.Song and show was so basic ! I hink,maNga is real winner.Their show was amazing also ! What are your opinions ? ... I am sorry for you my sweet boys,love you forever maNga ! And ... The man who disturbed Spain's show was very funny ! ;D And thanks Norway,it was a great night ! ... So,if you are a new fan of maNga like my lots of friends,you can start and keep following them here :

Offical Turkish fan page :

http://www.facebook.com/mangafan?ref=ts

Offical international fan page :

http://www.facebook.com/maNgaInternational?ref=ts

Offical Site :

http://www.mangafan.web.tr

Trust me ! You can never regret to be a fan and listen their songs (There are about 560.000 fans and they are proud of being one of us ! :)) I am proud of to be a maNga fan ! ... At least,you should try listening one of their songs for ME,girls ! ... :-*

And ... I decided leaving A+F.I think I won't visit here 2-3 months.There are lots of things to do.I expect to be back as soon as possible ! Love you girls ! I will be back,so please don't forget me !! ... :( :-*
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Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 18 June 2010)
Post by: elizabeth coffey on June 18, 2010, 04:41:37 pm

thanks for the links & of course I wont forget you see you in 2-3 months :-*

Title: Re:A Chemists Dream World =) (My life ! - Updated @ 18 June 2010)
Post by: maryd on June 19, 2010, 06:38:21 am

Hey Seyma! Well, I liked Germany's winning song, but I liked maNga's as well, I thought they were really good. :)

Make sure you come back to A+F! I'd miss you if you left for good. :( :-*


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